Mixed feelings
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Thread Topic: Mixed feelings
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I can feel you on some points. My dad says I can do this and that. But if I don't do it right, I'm just a big failure. :/ It's like he doesn't even care to listen.
Like right now, when I get sick, it's apparently all MY fault. It's the freaking winter and weather change makes me sick. -.-
I'm also told I 'think too much'. I don't ignore things like he does.
I'm not like Matt. I'm not like Megan. I am who I am. He doesn't like it, fine. The second I graduate collage I'll head right to Japan and be out of your hair forever, daddy. I'll get a degree and become a doctor. I'll learn guitar and form a band. I'll find the one person for me. And I'll do it all being who I am. -
No offense, but that sounds more like teenage rebellion than despair.
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Rebellion? I guess. But I'm not gonna sit there and be told everything I do is wrong. -.-
My only pain is when I'm insulted for no apparent reason, so called 'friends' never seem to notice when I actually need help or someone to talk (I make it so freaking obvious too..), and any time I get hurt, no one who cares is around. Oh that was like last year...Shannon trips, unharmed, everyone cares. I trip, actually scratch up my knees and hands, no one cared. That's the one thing I don't like and feel the most pain with.
Well, I'm gonna try to sleep. Or I'll just sit here and figure out why I'm so useless in this house. I'm sure no one'll care if I told them this, but I've been shaking a lot lately. It's not something I do often, but I'm sure if I told someone, I'd get stuck doing a bunch of tests or they wouldn't do anything. One of the two is a fact.
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