VENTING
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Thread Topic: VENTING
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tongue AdvancedMy mom's super-pissed at me cuz at really f---ed up this time. She's treating me worse than a dog basically. I'm not gonna say what I did, but I will say that I tried to lie about it, and that set her off even more. Alone it's not a big deal, but it's kind of a big deal just because it isn't the first time it's happened. I've lied before, alot. My mom doesn't even trust me at this point, and I don't even think she loves me now. I know I got myself into this by lying, but does she really think what she's doing helps? Or is she basically just being emotionally abusive? Either way, I don't deserve it. Yea, maybe it will blow over like it usually does when I pull this crap, but the response just seems really harsh this time, and I don't feel like putting up with her s--- any longer than I have to. I've only had one night's worth so far, and that's already too much. I'd really just like my supportive, loving mother back, the one who encourages me to get a girlfriend, who tells me I'm actually worth something when I don't see it myself. I guess maybe I took that for granted. So this is a big moment I guess. I've pretty much decided that I have to stop lying and keep myself from getting into a position where I have to lie. It pisses me off a little bit that my mother's love is basically conditional at this point, but I did that, so now I have to deal with it.
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bravo tongue im glad your doing something about it..trust is i guess one of those things that are so simple that it gets confuzing...idk..i hope life gets better for you and your mom...maybe you should show her how you care?(shrug shoulders)
still wish you the best,.. -
still wish you the best,..
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