Jadieeeee
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Thread Topic: Jadieeeee
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Awh hehe ^-^
Possibleh? XDD
:P Neither am I, I have a facebook but I never really use it... but I kinda hafta agree with Hunter..how am I even gonna talk to you if youre gonna leave soon..? -
*kisses* I love you...
Yesh? XD
Carla,when I said I was gonna leave...I ment my computer,really.It wouldn't make a difference if I just left GTQ and just started talking on a different,trendy website,you see.I'd still use up a lot of time.I'm sorry,dear xC I really am... -
*kisses* I love you too
Hehehe ? XDD
Ok.. Ok I get that... but then how are we gonna talk to eachother then? -
Oohh...lol XD
..I'll figure it out,my dear. -
Teeheehee XD
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Nu...not the dread hmph face XP
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*dreaded
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Yesh das hmph face.. Can I say something?
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Yes?
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Ok.. I've just been thinking of this a lot lately actually.. and sorry if I sound like a b----. I knu you're gonna leave soon and youre putting off even saying anything like about how we're even gonna still talk to eachother. And its hard enough for me that you live so far away. But like... I hope you're not gonna expect to stay in a relationship if we're not even gonna f---ing talk to eachother, cuz thats like not even possible..
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Okay,you know what? I'll tell you what.How about if I stay a couple of more months? Hmm? Cause f---,its killing me inside to lose you like this,I don't even care anymore...if it effects my work,hell I'm only going two days outta every week to college and the rest is my usual job,and studying.I can make time for you.And no,I didn't expect us to still date or anything after I was gone,which is why I was saying its FUCKING hard for me to do,also why I'm suggesting staying longer,cause you think this doesn't hurt me? IT DOES,a LOT .And I'm doing my best to keep you happy,and not to shed a tear even mentioning this.
So,as I was saying,I can tough out a couple more months,and I'm not talking about 3 months,I'm talking about s--- I dunno til doomsday or something.Or however I can hold out,even longer than that possibly.Or if it bothers you I can leave in Feburary.
I'm sorry to be hard on you about this,but you don't know how much I
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I DREAD leaving you,it hurts to the f---ing core. -
Ugh,oh dark lord.Just damn me to hell XP I'm the biggest a--hole alive.
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Damn it... Jade, I love you. More than anything in the f---ing universe. I want you to be happy and make the most out of your life. I'm just being selfish holding you here. So really I want you to do whatever the hell you wanna do.. honestly I want to be part of that, like I wanna be part of your life, you're the only thing that even matters to me. But YOU do what YOU want to do, I dont want to hold you back from anything.
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And I want the same for YOU,y'know.I'll never be happy,and I'm being serious now,knowing your not happy,I can have all the fame and fortune,the fans being a big rockstar but all I'll be inside is a piece of trash knowing I had to break a sweet girls hear to get it all..but damn...I can't even go on anymore..I-how the hell do we keep going from a nice conversation to something serious and depressing one like this? XP Ugh,anyways,I keep my word for what I said earlier,I'm gonna make time for you,cause I want to.
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*Heart.Motherucking f---ing typo...
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