I SHOUT INTO THE VOID...
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Thread Topic: I SHOUT INTO THE VOID...
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i'msouglywhatiswrongwithmei'msouglyi'llneverbeaprettyboypleasei'mjustsof---inguglyijustwannabeaprettyboywithprettyhairandprettyeyesbuti'llneverhavethatishouldjustdiei'llneverhavethelifeiwantwithouthavingmyfamilydisownmeiwannarunawayiwannadieihatethissomuch -
TX2 CHATTT
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i feed on praise and i'm desperate for being loved but also at the same time i hate everyone, i'm independent, and i don't want to be perceived
this is probably a sign of something
like my love languages are physical touch, gift giving, and words of affirmation but i literally only let a few people come within a foot radius of me, i don't like getting gifts and have no motivation to put gifts together. the only thing i do regularly is words of affirmation and i don't believe it when ppl praise me. i'm a contradiction of nature -
echo's gonna enjoy the christmas presents, i will not.
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yahooo
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why am i not excited for any holiday or event ever. i'm not even excited for my birthday.
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I'll be 17 by the end of the month and I don't know how I plan on.. living?
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I just.. i dunno what I'm gonna do. I dunno how to do things. I have a year before I have to work about living and big kid things. I don't know how taxes work. I'm not ready but I'm so excited to be out of my mom's control... I'm so confused.
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I've gotten used to being an attention whxre lmao help
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i love being attention needy actually bc i love being confident enough to be like "yes, i do like attention, your hate fuels my ego" it's so fun
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OH WE FINALLY SWITCHED OUT THANK GOD
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And yet again, why are we always doing this rn can we have a happy medium? like not 4-5 days but more than a few hours would be lovely i think
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mate wtf just let us stay up please
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I know I'm a weird person but there's so much going on in my little brain and i need an answer as to why
I have a few answers like "Why did I randomly feel less like "me" and more like another "me"??" (i can't believe it took this long to an answer that considering that was a reoccurring thing since i was a child, all i needed to do was like "i'm plural but not disordered" and it made sense) or "Why don't my peers like me?" (i'm probably autistic) or "Why do I randomly hate my friends and family and then love them again?" (i'm probably autistic and borderline)
or "why don't I feel human?" (therian + autistic)
i would like to be recognized as not crazy and be taken seriously and not have my identity questioned by fakeclaimers thanks ð -
like no i am not faking an identity or internal experience for "attention" (yes even if it differs from how other people experience similar things), i would just like to be respected and acknowledged
and even if i was faking for attention, isn't that a concern as well? attention seekers do it usually due to trauma or neglect in some way so that would be a concern anyway like
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