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Nothing to vent about other than the fact my parents found out abt my online gf earlier this year (February 18th, in fact. I’ve been counting down the days) and they made me break up with her which then lead to me realizing after a hell of a long time that she possibly maybe sorta kinda did not love me as much as I did her.
And so, I’m now sneaking onto my brothers phone to get on everything bc I’m too sneaky to be trusted with other devices. Yay!! 😋✌ -
I miss the way things were. Honestly, I wish I could go back to when I was 12 years old. Things were so much better. I was happier than ever. I was actually someone.
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The brightside of the present is that I’m prettier than I was when I was 12 so there’s that. Yipeee
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I gave her everything and neglected all my friendships in the process.
That says a hell of a lot about who I am and what I’m like. I apologize all the time, but when have I ever changed? I threw it all away for some girl who probably didn’t even give a s--- about me.
I wanted love but I didn’t realize it was already here. And I’m sorry. I was a terrible friend to all of you. -
Even at the end, I desperately hoped she would tell me why she loves me. I wanted her love so badly and look what happened.
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To be honest, I’m an absolute idiot.
I always said I could tell when people wanted to use me, but I kept ignoring the feeling that perhaps all she wanted me for was attention and affection.
All I ever wanted was for her to tell me why she loved me. I would have killed for her to show me the same amount of affection as I showed her. But it never happened. She only provided small amounts of love. She could always go on and on about her friends and yet when it came to me, she never could formulate words about why I was important to her because she was “bad with words.”
I always thought that if you loved someone, then it shouldn’t be hard to tell them why you love them.
When I told her I was starving myself until my dad let me talk to her, she didn’t even tell me to eat anything. All she said was, “Damn.”
Honestly, I should have realized that maybe this wasn’t the best relationship the first few times I cried because I wanted her love. -
Honestly, she's such a b----. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I'm here or on Discord if you need to talk, I'll always be <3
That's what friends are for after all, love you /p <3 -
Thank you. You are a f---ing sweetheart oh my god-
If you ever need to talk as well, my dms on Disc are always open. I platonically love you as well 💖💖 -
HEHJHEJREH LOVE YOU TOO POOKIE/p 😭😭
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God I miss her so much. I just want her to love me. I don’t care if she would use me, I don’t care if she never gives me the same amount of affection, I miss her. I want her so f---ing badly. I miss our talks together. She was my everything.
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I would kill to go back in time and have one more conversation with her. Just one more.
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Looking at old conversations are never satisfying.
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It was an online relationship so it shouldn’t hurt this badly but it does.
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Okay but being single does feel kinda good though
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However, being with her felt the best
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