Tiny Space
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Thread Topic: Tiny Space
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I was never good at making friends... I was never confident in being a good friend...
Sometimes I function so well in other areas that I forget I'm autistic. But when something occurs and I feel out of place because it's not the norm, I feel horrible. I panic to correct it, but I just never seem to get it.
I can't keep conversations. I never know what to say.
I'll talk about things going on with me to break the ice or branch off into some other discussion if I don't know what else to do. If I ask what people are up to, that's my way of checking on them and trying to see if there's anything they want to talk about. Bit if nothing else is brought up, I tend to go off on a tangent about whatever is on my mind, just trying to make conversation.
I do forget to specifically ask people how they're doing and if they have something they want to talk about. I realize my ways of asking might not be proper or even picked up on. I've never been good at that no matter how hard I try.
I don't consider too many people my friend. I just don't want people close to me since I can't seem to get things right.
I don't feel like just trying is enough. I keep failing since I'm not getting any better.
If I'm honest, I don't feel fit to be anyone's friend. I just avoid people, for the most part.
I can't make a promise that I'll do better since I haven't done anything better after all this time of trying. Trying isn't enough. -
I want someone to chase me for once and confess their love for me...
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My cousin is right...
I'm still young...
But I'm just lonely... -
No one has ever reached out to me like that. I always initiated it, even if they did like me...
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Is there really better out there?...
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What is my self-worth?...
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There's no way I'll ever find him... I didn't have a phone back then to get his number, and it's been years...
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Write a blind Valentine....
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Nah, bro, I hate my life...
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