vent thread
- Locked due to inactivity on Oct 18, '23 3:54am
Thread Topic: vent thread
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why do people always say "it's ok, i know what you're going through." even though they don't. i am obviously not sharing everything. the things i say to people don't even skim the surface of everything i've endured for my entire life
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and i'm not really sure i want them to know...
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i think sharing is messing with my head. making me weak. they'll hate me again. they'll laugh at me. they'll hurt me.
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people wonder why i have bruises, but my answer is "i fell down the stairs" "i ran into the wall" "i fell". but it's not true.
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some lies protect people. the keep me from being hurt worse, and from my family being taken away
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it's always the same thing every school day. go to my classes, get asked questions, people laugh at me for my voice being high and quiet, get beat up by random girls who's boyfriends looked at me for too long, eat lunch alone, go home, get beat up by my brothers, get beat up by my mom
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she always complains that my grades are so low. and so i try to do better, but i can barely keep my eyes open during the day. i'm so tired. i can't do this anymore
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i have to help them. they'll get better. i know they will. it'll be fine. right?
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Hey. You holding up OK?
Do you want support or to figure this out on your own, cos I'm fine with either. -
yeah, i'm ok. unless you have a "how to fix your life for dummies" book lying around somewhere lol. i just don't really know what to do. i can move out in about 2 years so i can hold out until then
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Lol. I don't, but I recommend one of Dale Carnegie's books if you can get your hands on one. It's kinda old-fashioned, but pretty good when it comes to "fixing your life".
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ok lemme look him up real quick...
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apparently, if you don't have dairy for a long time, you become lactose intolerant and you need to slowly have more dairy until you are no longer lactose intolerant. i didn't know that, and ate and entire bin of french vanilla ice cream yesterday.
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yeah that did not go over well and i ended up not being able to fall asleep until 5am because that would have been very tragic if i did.
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this is your reminder to make sure to have dairy
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