vent thread
- Locked due to inactivity on Oct 18, '23 3:54am
Thread Topic: vent thread
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alright it's 12am, imma dip out
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the first part of the pageant starts in two days. i have to wear a "professional" outfit, but i don't have anything professional. all of my clothes are black and covered in chains and/or cropped. or they are my workout clothes, which are not formal at all
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i'll send my mom shopping, she's more the type to know the full meaning of "formal." she said black jeans, a fitted long sleeve top, and a black blazer wasn't ok, so i don't have anything in my closet that would work
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will i even be able to go outside on friday? i can already feel my mind panicking. i'm agoraphobic, but i'm also stubborn, and i'm not letting this stupid defect in my brain hold me back
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and if i do manage to leave my room, will i be able to talk? i haven't spoken in two days, not counting the mouse singing in my room
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I have that too
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ah, fellow agoraphobic, welcome to hell
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how do you deal with it?
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I’ve had it for most of my life so it’s kind of a norm for me. When it gets intense I kind of force myself to talk to anyone anywhere, and really open up to them
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i try to do that as well but end up passing out, people always wonder why i have bruises. i've been beaten by the floor lmao
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Everyone reacts differently. I don’t react that way, but I’ve got friend that do. They take breaks often and just lie down. I’ll ask around
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imma do some research maybe. i've never bothered to b4, but i might now
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reference for my pet breeding project in sylestia
M, colors are ok, tri tails: https: //www. sylestia.com/view/pets/?petid= 4614026
F, colors are ok, tri tails, feathered wings: https: //www. sylestia.com/view/pets/?petid= 7341145
M, ok colors, back stripes, https: //www. sylestia.com/view/pets/?petid= 4633113
M, ok colors, back stripes: https: //www. sylestia.com/view/pets/?petid= 2578014
M, not so good coloring (but not terrible), feathered wings: https: //www. sylestia.com/view/pets/?petid= 7061879
M, NOT GOOD COLORS, tri tails: https: //www. sylestia.com/view/pets/?petid= 7251660
M, colors too bright, feathered wings: https: //www. sylestia.com/view/pets/?petid= 7061879
F, good colors, only breed after a few generations with the correct traits in m1 and m3 bc her traits are not correct: https: //www. sylestia.com/view/pets/?petid= 6608502
F, not good colors, tri tails, feathered wings: https: //www. sylestia.com/view/pets/?petid= 2482626
F, coloring is pretty good, back stripes, tri tails: https: //www. sylestia.com/view/pets/?petid= 1838533 -
what the finished project should look like
https: //www. sylestia.com/image_builder_pet.php?species=zolnixi&gender=male&E=6&gd1=DD&gd2=00&gd3=00&md1=AA&md2=UU&md3=EE&ec=0E07CD&c1=000000&c2=39015D&c3=050506&c4=080808&c5=040305&gd1c=01084B&gd2c=03064C&gd3c=340556&md1c=0511FB&md2c=00094C&md3c=350556&ac=0210FC&ac2=0715F8&maturity=216&size=150 -
female version
https: //www. sylestia.com/image_builder_pet.php?species=zolnixi&gender=female&E=6&gd1=DD&gd2=00&gd3=00&md1=AA&md2=UU&md3=EE&ec=0E07CD&c1=000000&c2=39015D&c3=050506&c4=080808&c5=040305&gd1c=01084B&gd2c=03064C&gd3c=340556&md1c=0511FB&md2c=00094C&md3c=350556&ac=0210FC&ac2=0715F8&maturity=216&size=150
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