My venting thread
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Thread Topic: My venting thread
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I feel like a f**king a$$hole. Turns out Owen’s parents have rules about him texting people (like girls) so he hasn’t been texting because of his parents. Either way I don’t feel bad about me having my friends text him and coming up with the text of saying “your pregnancy test came back positive you are going to be the proud parent of a beautiful baby girl or boy! Your boyfriend must be so proud of you!” Because he could have told me that when I asked him for his number! He had so many chances to tell me. Finally you started mending this friendship not me this time.
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I want to k!ll my brother. He seriously told me that he gets someone to buy him s--- with n!c0t!n€ I’m it (I don’t want to get banned for saying the crap he’s getting but hopefully you can piece it together.) I want to tell my parents but I don’t want him to be mad at me. I need to tell someone. It hurts to even think about what the fu€k could happen. I don’t want him to get addicted. It’s fu€king scary and I’m crying while I’m writing this. My thoughts are in pieces. He told me last night and I remember thinking “he better be s---ing me if he’s not fu€king s---ing me I don’t know what I’m going to do but I really hope he’s s---ing me.” He wasn’t s---ing me. He was telling the truth. And I don’t know why, but that’s what hurt the most. Not to mention I’m one of 3-4 people who know he’s doing this s---. I have s--- going on and all I want to do is cry in her arms. I need to cry in her arms. I need her. But I have to wait. I can’t sleep. I constantly feel like I am sick because I’m just not okay. How can you be okay when the person you’re supposed to look up to, is fu€king popping n!c0t!n€ like it’s candy. It’s breaking me. I feel like I’m carrying the weight of the world. When I look at him, all I can see is him showing me those packs of whatever the hell they are. I love him and want to help him, but how can I help him if I can’t help myself first
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Why is it always me? Now I’m not even on the same bus as her anymore. I need her. And they want to take her away from me. They want to take my everything away from me. Why? Why can’t you let me have 10 minutes of happiness every day? Why can’t you let me see her everyday even for 10 seconds? Why do you hate me? I can’t do everything like they expect me to. I don’t want to do it alone. I cant do it alone.
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I can’t do it without her.
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