Imma Head Out
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Thread Topic: Imma Head Out
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I've been doing stuff all day, trying to help others. Didn't wake up to the best news, not going to bed on the best terms. Didn't want to just walk away after an entire day of trying, but didn't want to have a heart attack, either. Ended up getting stuck in my head, feeling completely useless and like nothing was appreciated or worth the effort, so I cleaned up for the night, blocked everything out and said "Imma head out". So I did.
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If I knew my life would end when it was supposed to begin, I would've died so fast as soon as my parents found out I even existed.
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Welp, it's that day, now. I'm used to this. It's not even the first time it started out utterly miserably because of some mess or another.
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Kinda numb to everything, so.
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Just smile and laugh and stay positive.
But I'm all out of smiles and laughs.
I just want to kill myself because the pain is overwhelming. -
I know people break, but what about me?
Or is it wrong when I break, too? -
I feel emotionally beaten down.
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I have been shaking ever since I woke up. I just want it to end.
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It's always on me.
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I can't do it
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I've been doing this nonstop for months.
I'm burned out.
All the work I've put on seems to equal to nothing, in the end.
I need to be alone.
No matter how much I love anyone, I am not a positivity machine. I have limits, and I've met mine. -
I need a break from everything.
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And it's just like the way it used to be. So quick to sleep it off. Nothing matters.
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Dear life,
Imma head out. -
Another episode of Imma head out...
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