Another venting thread
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Thread Topic: Another venting thread
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I wish I could change so many things about myself. My look, my smarts, but mostly just my personality. My personality is so much different than the ones that my peers have. I'm just so different than them. They are just so extroverted. I don't mind being introverted, but it can get lonely once in a while. I don't mind having only 3 friends, but what bothers me is that I have such different views than them. They would rather have 1000 "friends" that you don't even know the names of than 3 close ones whom you can always rely on. That is what is getting us into some hot water. I just want our group to stay the way it is, but my friends have other ideas. They want to add tons of new people to our group. I just feel out of place whenever they introduce all their new friends to me. I know I sound like a spoiled brat, but I really do feel like they are making friends too quickly. I feel like you should fully get to know someone before becoming friends. I have trust issues so I am probably just being paranoid. Ugh, I just hate how nobody whom I know gets me. They all want me to make friends and see me as antisocial. What does it matter if I'm antisocial? They don't get that I have a different mind and personality than them. I am making this sound super dramatic, it is small to you but big for me. We all have a lot of problems in our life, and I am not an exception. I have 3 friends like I mentioned before, one I'm gonna call D. The other A. The last one G. I am concerned about all 3 of them. Our group is 75% extroverted. I am the 25%. G is such a social butterfly. She made like 5 new friends on the first day of school. Same with D. A is a little less extroverted, but I still have reasons to be concerned about her. I am so worried I might lose them to their new friends. I'm not gonna get into details so yeah. I am having dark thoughts. I don't know how to get rid of them. And do I deserve them? I am not sure, I am such a horrible person. Nobody would miss me, right? I am not perfect, I have made so many frickin mistakes, I don't know if people can forgive me for what I did last year. Sorry for getting you involved in this, its just that I've heard that the people on Gotoquiz are really supportive and I thought I might be able to get some comfort. I sound so spoiled and selfish posting this. I am not sure what to do anymore. Just help. Plz
Ugh I should not have posted this. I am not trying to manipulate or control my friends, or be rude, I'm just trying to get my feelings out -
Your not alone
Remember that you are beautiful just the way you are and small things can change your life
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Today has been a horrible day. My cat stole something that my mother gave to me for my 8th birthday. Just search up "10 color interchangeable baby bee pin" and you'll know what I'm talking about. It was really special to me, but now my cat lost one of the beads for the pin. I looked for it, but I can't find it. Now it is gone forever.Second, I discovered that my friends were doing a group chat without me. They knew it was my bedtime when they started chatting. This is also why I always feel left out. Third, I had a math test a couple weeks ago. I tried my best and got 50%. That is an F. I'm gonna have to stay after school to retake it. Ugh I'm gonna be so embarrassed to go after school, because at my school, only the dumb kids stay after school. Also, I had a science project in which my group and I had to record a video on my computer. The next day, I got sick, and since the video was on my computer, my team could not edit and turn in the video. Of course, I could have, but I forgot. Now thanks to me, my group and I will all have Fs. I sound so whiny saying this, don't I?
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Of course not. Those are all valid reasons to feel upset, but it's not your fault. Sometimes we just don't have the push to keep going when we're feeling down. A series of unfortunate events has seemed to unfolded, but I'm sure it won't be the end of everything. Just be honest with yourself, your friends, and your teacher about how you feel and what's been going on. And I really hope things get better for you.
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Thank you
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