Safe Place
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Thread Topic: Safe Place
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i have family to keep me company but it gets rlly lonely since we don’t share the same interests , n i only have one family member i can trust
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awg i needa stop being sad :( imma get sum water n take a short break , maybe listen 2 sum music 2 lift me spirits
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posting 4 the sake of posting 😭 so tired rn n have a headache , plus i need 2 eat cuz i literally ate a kiwi , half a toast , n less than half a smol bowl of teriyaki noodles yesterday , topping that w i haven’t eaten today
but i don’t feel like eating
i should probs sleep , i stayed up til like 4 am drawing n i didn’t even realize the time 💀 woke up at like 7 or 8 or sum n blegh no thanks -
probs needa jus take a little bit away from electronics
ive been rlly obsessed w animating n drawing on here 4 a while , n it’s kinda like staring at it all day n it’s probs not good 4 my eyes cuz of blue light
so might be decent 2 take a break n take a walk or sum -
im rlly tired . they want me 2 do things 4 them n say they’ll be disappointed in me if i don’t , so im doing them best i can n more . i feel like im going 2 pass out tho , my shoulders feel heavy n my head feels fuzzy . im so tired but id feel bad 4 quitting
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ive felt awful all week . ive been pretty positive abt it 4 the most part which is good , tho it kinda jus occurred suddenly . it feels like i can’t rlly remember things . i feel rlly disoriented n jus sick n tired :(
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deep breaths don’t help anymore
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i feel like a failure. ik im not, at least 2 sum1 sumwhere, but sumtimes i get these sad thoughts. sumtimes i jus want sum1 2 give me as much positivity as i try 2 give other ppl. or at least id like 2 think i give other ppl that positivity
is that selfish of me 2 think ?? :( i wouldn’t want any of those thoughts. i don’t want 2 hurt myself nor other ppl -
maybe i should take a break. drawing doesn’t sound enticing rn. nothing rlly does tbh ; i jus wan sleep n drink water
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ive known nobody cares abt me 4 a while n 4 the most part ive been fine on it . but lately the thought’s been bouncing back more often
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rlly don’t wan be negative nor sad since ik im not doing any1 any good by being sad
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i jus wish someone cared abt e,m
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feel like wishing is ablittle worthless tho :( it’ll get better tho , i still have myself :D maybe my nonexistent employees too LOL
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should focus on the bright side . there’s still good thingamajigs 2 enjoy :] even tho ppl don’t care , i have animals that do
n we can care for eachother :D -
until one of us dies
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