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I had a dream where the people I love most crowded around me, telling me to kill myself. They were kicking and pushing at me. I felt trapped and I didn't know what to do.
Now all I can think about is how I should listen to them.
People aren't honest but maybe my dreams are. I could go down to the river. It would be easy to make it look like an accident.
I deserve the pain. -
All I can think ablut is how badly I want to spill my own blood. I hate everything about myself. I'm pathetic. I deserve to die. No body actually loves me.
My friends find me annoying. They only put up with me because they're scared of confrontation.
My family despises me.
It would be best for them if I dissapeared completley.
No more dissappontment. -
I'm desperately reaching out for a hand to save me, and pull me out of this abyss I find myself trapped in, but nothing works.
I cant pull myself out and nobody will pull me out.
I'm drowning in my own hatred. -
I sometimes wonder, would anyone notice if I went silent? If I stopped responding on discord. If I stopped answering texts.
Would they notice? Would they even care? -
I cant do this anymore. I can't keep living like this. My medication isn't helping, my body is falling apart, everyone I love despises me.
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It would be so much easier if I could just pass away in my sleep.
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Selfish selfish selfish selfish selfish selfish selfish selfish selfish
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I wish M had killed me.
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Maybe then he'd have went to jail. Maybe then people would have believed me.
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I want to be pure.
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Let me fall into oblivion
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I want to kill myself.
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My body is so weak.
I thought I could just pretend to not be so sick. But no. Having to explain to him everything I go through just trying to live my life.
I hate it.
I hate the way I look.
I hate the way I feel. -
I want to be healthy.
I never asked to ve born like this.
It's not fair. -
Another f---ing day of my body shutting down
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