Another venting thread I guess
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Thread Topic: Another venting thread I guess
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“Texan” was like the only thing I defined myself as
It’s stupid but I guess I caught some of the Texan pride and it’s still sticking around -
And honestly I almost want to die because I’m not there
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I don’t know what the hell is wrong with me
Because I’m not supposed to be this attached to people or schools
But what am I supposed to do when I can still remember everything so clearly. -
I still remember every single f---ing detail about everything.
I remember how the pool looked and how it felt in the summer. I remember how the fake grass felt when it got hot, and how the waterfall would sound when I would turn it on. I remember my room, and the feeling of coming home after school and talking to my friends -
I remember everything and that’s why I feel like I have to go back. Because if I forget those things, I’m just no one
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It’s funny when people tell me how petty and stupid it is
But the feelings and thoughts that come with it are real -
I know people have got it worse but it doesn’t mean that I’m not allowed to cry about it
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I’m funny because I’m dumb and expendable
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That's not true, you're very smart and you're very special to me, you mean so much to us Cham
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That’s what people say, and they never mean it until you’re gone
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s--- I can’t take it anymore
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I should’ve died before I had to leave I was just too f---ing scared because I never thought it’d actually happen
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I’m scared that it’s too f---ing late to die bunt that’s all I want
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Please don't
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Sorry
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