help
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Thread Topic: help
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I really need to vent to someone.
like really really need to vent -
I'm desperate
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Vent away, I’m here for ya. 💖
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I'm here, you can let it out
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I'm depressed and suicidal. I've got no one to talk to. I'm alone. I'm hopeless. My parents don't care. They say "try harder" and I keep trying so f---ing hard that I have a mental breakdown. And they're like calm down and try harder. f---ING CALM DOWN??? I'm trying just about as hard as I f---ing can not to f---ing kill myself. That's not the right f---ing way to treat someone during a mental breakdown. And worse than that was the cold lifeless response I got. Absolutely no compassion or love. Just a lecture about how I should be calm. And worst than all that is that I don't have anyone to talk about any of this. I can't vent to anyone. I'm alone. I'M f---ING ALONE. I'm scared imma do something violent. But I can't tell anyone or vent my frustration. I feel 100% hopeless. If I tell my parents any of this they're like "Ok, but you need to try harder, I don't see you putting in enough effort." Yeah that's cause all my effort is going towards trying not to slit my wrists tonight. I'm desperate and I don't know what to do.
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No one ever asks me if I'm ok. I honestly don't think anyone has ever even thought about doing that. The only things people tell me are "do this now" and "don't do that." I'm absolutely sick of it. No one cares enough to even think about if I'm okay. If I tell my parents that I feel hopeless they say something "well, if you would what we tell you do maybe you wouldn't be so hopeless." And I'm like wtf, do you even care about me? I ask them why they force me to be lonely and why I don't get to have friends and my parents say "where are my friends?" BRUH WTF??? If you don't have friends that's probably your fault. You get to make your own decisions and talk to whoever the f--- you want. And then they say something like "I'm not sure having friends is actually good for people, it might cause you to become peer dependent." WHAT THE f---???? As if anyone's not f---ing peer dependent? All humans need social interaction and they need friends. They need people who care about them. They need to feel loved. If that's called being "peer dependent" then I DONT GIVE A f---! Clearly whatever the f--- your doing isn't working.
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I'm so sorry you've had such a hard time and felt so alone, that sounds so stressful and frustrating. Having friends is definitely a good thing! Having friends has made me develop into a better person and makes me happier, and if you don't have any friends, I'm willing to be your friend 💛
I really hope you feel better soon *hugs* -
thanks :)
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I'm desperate, I don't know what to do
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That sounds really difficult. I’m sorry you went through that. :(
Having friends is a really good thing! They make you feel welcomed, at home, they give you hope, etc. I’ll be your friend as well. 💖
Just call me and I’ll be there. *hugs you*
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