|~Nothing Ever Makes Sense~|
- Locked due to inactivity on Aug 2, '22 3:54am
Thread Topic: |~Nothing Ever Makes Sense~|
-
One day I’ll find a loophole. I promise.
-
Since I don’t reserve the right to cry, I won’t anymore.
And if I’m not allowed to show one emotion, then why bother with the others? -
It’ll be hard to… not cry. But at least I have a way to cope. Even if it isn’t the way people would suggest, at least I don’t have to worry about one pain. I’ll just focus on another.
-
And the scariest part is that I don’t care.
I’m not going to look both ways before crossing.
I’m not going to hold sharp things the correct way.
I’m not going to hesitate to lean against a wobbly railing.
I won’t care about jumping into the deep end of a swimming pool.
I don’t want to die, but at the same time, if I did, I wouldn’t mind. It won’t be of my own accord if I did die.
Perhaps I won’t die, and perhaps I will. I don’t really care. -
Who would’ve guessed that things would’ve gotten worse?
Not me.
But I suppose things can flip around to the wrong side of the block. -
You guys are awesome, but now I’ve even lost yall for I don’t even know how long.
So there goes nearly my whole list of reasons for my world to be colorful. -
But it won’t be of my own accord that the thing happens.
-
I wish the plug would leave the socket.
-
But it won’t
-
First I’ll have the untangle the knots.
But that’s not going to help. They’re too tight. -
Oh God are you going to have to leave GTQ for a while? Please promise me that you'll take care of yourself :(
-
I’ll try to come on whenever I have someone else's device. I don’t want to, I really don’t.
-
Please stay safe, okay? I'm serious, treat yourself like a friend because you deserve to be happy
-
I will miss you dearest Mother
-
I guess some people in life just weren’t meant for happiness. You guys are my FAMILY. People I’d do anything for.
And now I’m not even allowed that.
So, thank you, all of you, for being a friend and for being family to me. I’m not gone yet. I just need to try to smuggle phones from everyone else, even if it’s for a little bit.
I’ll miss you too, my dear child. 💖
This thread is locked, therefore no new posts can be made.