Needle in My Heart
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Thread Topic: Needle in My Heart
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Welcome to my Venting Thread where terror breaks loose!
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8/06/2021
Topic: Privacy
Please I am begging you! Leave me alone for once. My cousins are at my house this entire holiday and I ain’t happy. I can’t watch the things I want, I can’t have any peace or quiet or even alone time. I got angry a lot and I can’t even take medicine for it(Being lonely is the best medicine). Please let me go to school tomorrow I can’t wait to go back to school, at least my class can leave me alone I just don’t like it. Why the heck did my mum ever agree to this?
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10/06/2021
Topic: School
Please. I need help I am insane! School was ok, but class ships?! It is unbelievably inappropriate unless they are reasonable and no one should have 5000 bfs I feel bad for the poor girl. I’m on her side and why the fuk (sorry) should I sing a freaking song? Exactly. The class is so inappropriate and immature that I wish they all have never been born. Tomorrow’s June’s birthday, I think. Peace out~
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11/06/2021
Topic: Jealousy
Why did I not realize this sooner? I was think of things when someone asked me, “what do you want from other people?” I wanted a lot really. But that’s because I have nothing, I lost everything and no one cares about me. Yes I have friends but I don’t feel like I should discuss it with them. After all if I ask,”Do you truly consider me as a friend?” they would say yes, and will say stuff like,”You’re better than me at everything” which makes me think it’s lip service because it is clearly a lie. I don’t need that when everyone around me is better than me. I do admit that; they have everything I want, and get to have it all. Why do I not? I am envious of them, but I don’t hate them. I just don’t like them as much anymore…especially that one, that has everything…if I talk to them about this they will never under because the don’t know how it feels and plus, they are going to see me as a brat. So I will play their”You’re the best friend ever and you’re good at everything” game. Right this is enough, don’t wanna upset anyone.
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Hey, how are you feeling?
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I don’t feel too good
I know the entry above your post is a little stupid but it’s a thought- Itz possible they hate me -
12/06/2021
Topic:???
Bro now my classmates are against me just because I don’t care a freaking footballer is dying as I type this. Like why? I don’t care I have never met them now they are going to hate me-well guess what? I never liked them in the first place and I can have my own opinion. Can they not tell? Plus when I said “good for him” it was sarcasm, can’t you tell? I truly hate them for that I really do.
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20/06/2021
Topic: Privacy and Treatment
I’m gonna cry. My cousins are here every single weekend and for the holidays they’ll also be here. I don’t think I can do what I enjoy anymore since they’re just always here and invading my space. Worst of all, my mum makes a freaking strict mom impression on me and a nice caring babysitter on my cousins. Do you care more about them than your own children. Yes? I thought so. Anyway you don’t have to shout at me for pushing a table or making a noise or even getting ink on my hands when I’m drawing. Hate them all.
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Daily reminder:
Chu're amazing :) -
Thank you Eclipse
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You are too
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6/07/21
Topic: Friends, Jealousy and others
Ok my best friend and their friend just had a fallout. Great. They have it at least once a month please give me a break. I can’t help but feel dead and apparently Ayato(my best friend) told me that the other friend secretly hates me. Made my situation even better. My post here on the 11th of June was not me seeking attention but I had a feeling she hated me. She would ignore me when I tried to talk to her and say ok at everything I say. I had an argument with my elder brother but I’m not sure if he forgave me or not. Why can’t I show him that I truly do care about him? Why do I always mess up on everything? I just want to show people I truly appreciate them. But I end up hurting them...now for some better news I bet y’all tired of hearing my shiz. So today for an assembly, we had a tesco customer and fish act. When Rhys arrived the cashier Megan asked for a club card so Rhys scanned it and the fish is still £1 (one pound fish song) and he said isn’t it suppose to be cheaper? That’s it really...Also when we sang “the climb by Miley Cyrus” Mez and Jesse( we call him tripped over each other and landed on each other.
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3/08/2021
Topic: Random s---
Ok I got my ears pierced last week and I’m still feeling self-conscious. As a boy, I didn’t need my ears pierced but my mum wanted it...so I was hoping to get on the good side of her. The person that pierced my ears said it won’t hurt but it felt like someone was pushing a f---ing needle through my ear. One good thing that happened on that day was I played Genshin and I got Chongyun in a wish. Then I found out my cousins were coming over and they destroyed something that was mine and my mum didn’t even care. The something they destroyed meant a lot to me. She didn’t do anything and I started stress eating. Not much to say really, just humans are vile creatures that lie all the time.
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hey, you holding up ok? <3
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How are you feeling? <3
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