Hey you guys
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Thread Topic: Hey you guys
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So I tried looking it up but nothing works- I think it may be just me because I can’t find it anywhere ;w; or I’m just not wording it correctly. It’s very hard to explain, but I’ll try my best.
So for the longest time I’ve been having this thing where if something’s not placed perfectly and whatnot, I just can’t stand it. But you see, there’s also something else that I can’t seem to find on the internet anywhere.
Mostly it’s sort of like if I’m sitting in a chair with a can of soda, I HAVE to place the can on my lap or something because if it’s beside me I have this almost physical feeling where I NEED to have another can or something to put on the exact other side of me so it’s balanced basically. It’s the same with basically everything around me. Even my hair- sometimes it’s hard for me to think about or look at the party in my hair because I have the need to change it to the middle so o have equal amounts of hair on each side of my head. I don’t even know what it is, but I’m having this problem.
I’ve never started this with anyone in my life (tho I’m planning on telling my sister) so please don’t judge me or I’ll cry T^T I don’t know what’s up with me
Is there a possibility that any of you know what this is? -
OCD
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Yeah I was thinking it might be that
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Yeah I also have this thing like right now where I can’t almost feel and can’t stop myself from picturing all the air from under the chair cushion. Like I feel like I need out all to come out so I picture it coming out but my mind makes it so it always goes back
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And there’s another thing where sometimes like right more where I look at the coffee table and my mind is forcefully imagining there being some sort of substance covering the surface of the table and I have to clean it off but I can’t- OH GOD T^T
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Yeah the last one is the worst one- of I think about it, then the next thing I look at or think about will be the target for it
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I’M RANTING, SORRY
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No I’m thinking about it so it’s happening to everything now T^T
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I need to take this to my venting thread
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Ok guys, I told my mom and she’s gonna find a therapist to help diagnose me
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