My vent thread
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Thread Topic: My vent thread
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They asked you to please leave. Respect that.Moderator
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Fine
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I can't stand thinking about it. They're the reason I slam my head into walls and act like the movie version of crazy. Just so they'd leave me alone. And now I can't even make close friends because I can't get out of the habit of pretending to be bat s--- insane. I can only talk how I want to with my imaginary friends, I can only try to get in a word during conversations, I can only pretend I'm not sad when they ignore me when we sit together, and I can only pretend I'm not sad when they don't sit with me at lunch and the girls I sit with give me dirty looks
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They say they're there for me when they don't even make an effort to get to know me, it took them a whole year to invite me to their discord server. What is they're problem with me
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Ah yes, of course, she probably doesn't consider me a friend. But it hurts. I doubt she'd help me if I said I wanted to die, but everyone should be there for her. I've had toxic friends and they say stuff like that
Maybe I should die though -
No you shouldn't
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I should though, I always expect people to talk to me without putting in the effort to continue talking to them, I'm awful towards my family, I can't put the slightest effort into my work and I've ignored my real friends for no reason. I'm an awful person
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You aren't an awful person. They still care about you despite if you don't respond to them or if you act rude towards them. They care about you.
Maybe start trying to talk to your friends more often. For your family, I get it. They're kinda hard to deal with, am I right? -
Yeah, I have two little sisters a bipolar overly stressed mom a dissonant dad and a sister that always trys to shut me up when I talk about my experience with bulling by bringing her experience into it
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Tell your sister to let you talk. That wouldn't be about her it would be about you, ngl but it sounds like she wants attention.
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She'll just keep saying "at least you didn't get death threats." I was isolated and ridiculed for years because I had ADD, my parents were broke, and they never cared about hygiene
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Tell your sister what you went thru
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I have she says the same thing every time
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I'm going to be honest, the death threats sound lame compared to what you went through.
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Yeah, but at the same time I don't fully know what she went through, even though she told me in was in elementary school
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