so ig this fits here
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Thread Topic: so ig this fits here
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I know you don't wanna go back...But maybe it will help you. Sometimes the thing we don't wanna do because we are scared, is the thing that we need to do to get better.
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the1andonly Newbieyo I'm with you and my heart goes out to you. In a way I have been in your shoes. when I was younger I was prone to violent tendencies and there was this one time I f---ed a kid up pretty badly. I had a hospital stay and it was pretty similar to the one you're talking about. I had to stay a bit longer however. The biggest thing i can say is take the help that people offer you. You'll grow and you'll understand the world around you in a way that you never did before. I used to think mental health doctors and hospitals and therapists just wanted money but most of the time they really wanna help and you have to accept it. Even if that means going back. You'll learn what needs to happen and what you need to do for yourself. Best of luck to you homie 💗
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I'm glad (sort of) someone can relate. Depression and anxiety can really kick your butt, and accepting that help can be difficult. I'm glad you did. Thank you for your input. 💕
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ahhh Nuna miss ya ope
I understand what you're saying. I've been contemplating it due to my deteriorating mental state. I will notify an adult that can take me to the ER if I pose a serious threat to myself. -
Good I'm glad. I hope you find a way to get better.
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I went to the mental hospital for the exact same reason. I feel you. I just want you to know if you need ANYTHING you can always talk to me. You were one of my first friends here and I miss you tremendously. I might not be on at the time, but I will see it and I will reply.
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I was thinking of you when I was there because there was a girl I really clicked with there named Paige. She was 14 and was there for pretty much the same reason.
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Ah. Just know I will always love you. Did your pronouns change? I just want to be properly addressing you.
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yesyes thank you for asking
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Bootleg Fascist NewbieI feel like I should have been diagnosed by now.
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Update: Very little things make me wants to literally rip my hair out. (Note: I used to rip my hair out when I was in late elementary and early middle school. I would twist it into a knot around my finger and rip it out. I stopped, but it's really tempting to take the habit back up due to the ineffectiveness of my current coping mechanisms.) Small things like the placement of an object or the expression of someone's face send me off. I over analyze everything and make unrealistic almost completely unrelated conclusions about things that weren't big in the first place which cause me to isolate myself. (I've been in the bathroom for a couple of hours now because I am absolutely convinced no one loves me and wants to deal with me. I put my phone on silent and ignore everyone that attempts to talk to me because I don't want to tell them what's going on as it makes me feel more like a burden.) I have full blown panic attacks if I can't get rid of the source of my anxiety, and a lot of the time I don't know what the source is. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want to look at anyone. I don't want to hear a sound.
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wow we love mental health updates !!
I'm on Buspirone and Clonidine. The Buspirone is for my anxiety, and the Clonidine is to help me sleep. These are probably the best medications I've had so far even though I'm only on the second day. My dosage will need to be upped really soon because I'm only on the starting dose since you're not supposed to give someone a typical effective dose right off the bat with these kinds of medications. It's just to see how my body reacts to the medications. The only noticeable side effect I have is drowsiness which was expected since they're sedative drugs that "shut off the hyperactive part of my brain" which helps me stay calm. These medications are a lot better than the antidepressants that I've tried.
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