I might consider getting help
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Thread Topic: I might consider getting help
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I haven't been really truly happy in what seems like a year. I've been constantly sick and so has my mom. My mom more so than me. She has a surgery coming up that I'm really scared about. Its really scary to think about how close she has come to dying. I'm scared to lose her.
Then there's me being single. Which I already know what you're going to say. But I'm not a completely bad person. I'll be honest. I'm definitely not a good looking person. Fine whatever. But no one knows what I'm like inside. Because no one cares to look inside.
On top of that I've felt like I have no place in this world. I feel as if I'm constantly disappointing all my friends and my family. I really don't know how many true friends I have left. Most of them have left. And the ones who haven't? Who's to say they won't. Who's to say they actually care. I honestly don't know.
I've attempted suicide quite a few times. I've cut before. Sometimes I drink. And no matter how much it seems to make things worse, I always go back to it.
Life's hard I get that.
Everyone deserves to be happy
So, don't I deserve to be happy? -
You could talk to me if you ever want to talk about things. I'm lonely a lot of the time anyway.
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