I have a temptation to cut myself.
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Thread Topic: I have a temptation to cut myself.
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It's a wierd sort of cutting... it's not depression, I'm feeling euphoria inside, excited happiness, I feel thrilled, and I suddenly have an urge to cut myself all over and draw blood just for the fun of it.
My parents were right when they said I was a phsycopath, but who cares? I guess I'm tempted by my dreams. I once had a dream that I shoved a syrince up my throat and it came out of my lower jaw, LoL. And I just wanted to get a knife and go do it. XD
I sometimes do cut myself though, not for depression or any of that suicidal crap, just, Idk, randomly, really. >.>' -
I'll admit I've been tempted before too but never have actually done it.
Psh, I'm already clumsy enough I get cuts and scratches. xD -
I've actually felt that way before. Maybe you're just getting too jittery and need something to do or to keep your mind accupied. Or... is it anxiety? I don't know really what's going on. It sounds fimilar though, I don't know why.
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I like looking at my blood. It's usually some weird color.
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YAY!
hmmm...i'd love to have that dream. -
Maybe you just like get a "Thrill" out of the pain to it-and the blood,I'm the same really.
Just try not to let become a habit >.> You'll eventually regret it. -
He's right Roe. I had that same feeling almost a year ago. It becomes an addiction. Dont let it consume you. I still have scars that I regret every day. It's really not worth it, no matter how much you think it is. And the only reason I was able to stop is because my girlfriend threatened to leave me if I didnt.
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Strangely..... I have felt the urge 2 do the same thing..... But those were through suicidal(correct spelling???) thoughts..... When im extremely stressed or depressed, i feel like cutting myself and stuff.... But i usually dont do that.... No guts, i fear pain....hehe.... The urge do come 2 me when im stressed/depressed, but its not addiction or anything..... I guess its my nature!!!
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