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Ever felt like that?
You find bits and pieces of the past and you recall the way you acted, your personality, likes, everything and you realize how much you've changed? and it feels like you killed the old you? That's kind of how I feel
I look back at that happy, girly, cute, innocent, oblivious, ignorant, normal, disgusting little girl I used to be, that conceited, and b----y little girl with pathetic morals, and a weak heart. That weak little bullied girl that'd take s--- from everybody and was a complete scaredy cat. That intolerant little stupid idiot, that swore in front of teachers, lied about everything, and hated everything 'weird', that little submissive idiot.
Yeah. That was me 5 years ago. See how it feels like I shot that little f---er? -
make that 'lied to make people like her' because she was desperate for friends, and gave gifts to everyone even the people who didn't deserve it, in hope that everyone would stop bullying her.
i hate her too, i know why now. -
Ah. For a second there I was panicking. I sorta know how you feel.
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I hate myself from last year. I was trying to become popular, I picked fights that did not need to be picked, I tried to act tough when I was really just all talk and the biggest scardey cat there was, I was a whore... just, I was horrible :\ So I know how you feel about looking back and hating what you see.
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That was Kaitie speaking.
Shanks would never say that. -
I killed the old me from 3rd-6th grade. She was naive and overemotional, let people walk all over her, didn't know exactly who she even was, blah blah blah you get the picture.
Nao I wish I could kill the current me sometimes. My insecurities and being trapped inside and pure confusion are actually killing me. -
I look back and I don't recognize that little girl at all, it feels like I would never do something like that and all but I really did, and that's the reality. All of my embarrassing moments happened during that period of time.
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