Kind of a strange feeling
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Thread Topic: Kind of a strange feeling
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I feel like I'm carrying so much weight inside my head, and it's difficult to think clearly sometimes, and make clear decisions. I burnout, I get scared, I get confused, and it's hard for me to find my next move. I can deal with the depression and anxiety I suppose, but it's like I sometimes am underwater.
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I've felt exactly that way before... Is it a possiblity that something is stressing you out, like a test or friend situation or something, or people are putting too much your way? Last time I felt that way, it was because a bunch of people were expecting too much from me...
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Yeah in a way. The thing with me is I can be my own worst enemy sometimes. I worry if I'm doing the right things and how I'm going to get from now, point A, to my dreams, point B. Honestly I think I'm just overwhelming myself with pressure. And sometimes I feel like I disappoint my parents sometimes but they do a lot for me so I just don't blame them for this crap. I just think I try to tackle the whole world at 16. I couldn't handle school anymore so I'm getting my GED. It's just so many changes have happened and I'm sick of living in the past and using the same old excuses time after time. I want a fresh start and a sense of clearity.
I'm sorry for all that writing, I suppose I'm just venting, lol. -
Yeah,i feel like that alot too.
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@Ana Eh, don't mind. I've made countless venting threads xP One won't hurt anyone :3
And sorry for leaving...
And it's understandable to feel that way then. You've been through a lot, and are still triyng to accomplish even more, so it's understandable to feel too much pressure or like more is being expected of you. It'll be worth it in the end, but for now, just try to take it a bit easier. Although we all want to try, we can't be perfect and do everything :3
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