Anyone ever thought about death?
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Thread Topic: Anyone ever thought about death?
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Is there one? Maybe we will be suspended in a limbo or maybe god won't accept us. And if heaven IS real, how is it like? Will we be free and roaming and getting what we want for eternity? Or will we be trapped and just bow down to god forever, with no choice whatsoever? Maybe in hell we will become slaves. How does the torture work down there? Do we be condemned to boredom? What if we just cease to exist, as we were before we were born, all senses cut off and only darkness all around?
I know. This is some deep stuff. -
I was attempting to avoid this thread because the topic gives me minor panic attacks but I guess I'll post anyway.
I'm always thinking about it. The reason why I'm always so jumpy and paranoid is because I believe I have to be careful about everything I do. I try to enjoy anything I get now. I've stopped being a major jackass. I've tried to stop being a hypocrite so others can enjoy life or at least feel okay when they're around me. I'm also trying to believe in God. Honestly I think there's nothing, and that's what scares me, but I also think that if God is real I don't care whether I go to heaven or hell as long as I have a home. I think I'm going to hell because I sin so much. I can't deny that for a while I was at least acting like an atheist, so if he's real, I'm sure he's disappointed that I didn't believe in him. However, proof of miracles exist, and things like Noah's arc and such have been found. It's reassuring to know that at least people like him existed, y'know?
I've ruled out being being back to earth as an animal and such. I feel like everyone is different. we all have our own souls. They aren't recycled. An if they are, I hoped I'd remember my past life. Plus I feel like my animal would like me because I'm alway apologizing for being such a s--- to her and if she was a person she would have forgiven me by now. ;; -
But not everyone has to believe in god and go to heaven. Some believe everyone will go to heaven no matter what they do. What a nice thought. But I don't think perverts, pedophiles, rapists, etc. Will go and to think that, they just need something to hold on to and hope for. Maybe heaven and hell could be something humans just made up to give the humans something to think about after death. Maybe we will cease to exist. But I do agree with you that everyone should try to live their short life to the fullest, and to see what comes after death when they die. Its so much more to it that I can barely put it to words, though. There have been some cases where people claim to go from heaven and back..
But we don't know if that's true. And even if it is, we also don't know whether god will accept us considering all of the sins human have ever did over the years. Anything is possible...
I should stop and post this here, before I end up citing quotes from the bible (its heading in that direction)
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