I have something to say
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Thread Topic: I have something to say
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Is there something wrong with me? I mean i'm sitting in the library and my friends just says "OZZY? you okay?" i say,"yeah of curse,why?" and she's like "idk,cuz"
when i walk down the halls people look at me like i just walked out of an asylum,i dress normal,,i mean i don't smile or do funny things in the hallway and they look at me like i'm nuts!
i was sitting in the caffeteria,and i'm talking and my friend yells "STOP YELLING IN MY EAR"
I'm afraid of random things like,the night,or the police and the government,i get afraid there gonna do something to us,or brainwash us.
I purposly want to phsyically hurt myself,and drink and do drugs,just becuase i want to sing,and 'ozzy' likes to drink (he's 17) (yeah yeah i know HES NOT REAl,BUT HE IS!!!!)
i want to cut for no reason but i'm scared.I have thought of suicide several times.
is there a reason?
why am i like this?
is there something wrong with me? -
i just didn't feel like that was normal,that wouldn't have happpened to me in 2nd grade.
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Oz there's nothing wrong with you
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I think you're fine as a person, funny in a weird way... but you shouldn't think of hurting yourself, and maybe you're friend is deaf? Sometimes ppl like to make fun of others out of jealousy/and or to make themselves feel better. so yea
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jtb,who are you?
she isn't deaf. -
well i dunno then, well i'm me?
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no,no,how do you know me?
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oh idk i came across your posts while stalking carri lol (she's like my best friend)
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O.O
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i was kidding..
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There is nothing wrong with you ozzy it’s just a segment with all go thru sooner or later.,
Now about cutting your self OZZY
Close your eyes, and imagine 5, 10, 15 years from now. You are with your husband and maybe 2, 3 or so kids and you’re a very happy family, and very self-full-filled and your life is perfect just the way you had always dreamed and hoped, and then your little 5 year old child asks you: "mommy, why do you have all those white scars on your arm?" and then what will you say? I used to take a razor and pull it down real slow and carefully and watch the blood drop out of my skin so that I could see that I am still alive, or so I could feel real physical pain instead of emotional pain. No you can't say that to your child. and even if you do then your child will learn from you and do the same to themselves whenever they are feeling down. You don't really want that now do you. -
Ok ..GTG bye Ozzy
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what if i don't have a kid?
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Well there may be only one thing. Depression.
I'm mentally depressed and I've had a lot of the same thoughts and worse. Every day I feel like killing someone or something, idk why, even when I'm happy. It's painful, I know, but I always think of the ones I love so dearly.
Libby, Sammi, Kaitlyn, Jessica, Kiera, Darius, Del Bel, Taylor...Just everything important to me keeps me sane...
My protector is Libby, or so I thought. I learned that I have to protect her. And it made me feel good to be needed...
Is there anyone you wanna protect Oz? -
no.
becuase no one cares,no one loves.
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