last night, i can feel my life ending, honestly
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Thread Topic: last night, i can feel my life ending, honestly
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I planned to kill myself last night, but my mom stay up late so i was too sleepy and can't wait so i went to sleep, woke up sadly this morning.
I was cutting the cake with a knife, i was still sleepy and without knowing it, the sharp side was pressed to my hand, but i quickly realized it and removed my hand. No wound was made in this accident.
i am still suicidal, this might sound strange, but honestly, seeing you guys try to convice me over and over not to kill myself and kept wanting to, it is fun for me. I did say strange, but it could make me happy.
thank you if you want to read this. Go to find a new way to kill slef.
oh right! My teacher, from medical, he will last up to 6 days. Most likely i am going to be gone. -
Honestly. I want to do it. *tear up*
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OnlyaGlitch Newbiewhy do you wanna kill yourself?
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I've already told you why I think you'd be making a huge mistake.
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Yes. I know.
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Anastasia : up until now, i don't find anything to show that my very existence can be something.
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^ for a long time I thought that. But now I've found my reason for existing. You'll find yours, I swear.
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I will.
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*sogh* I'm too tired. -
How do you know unless you try? Anyone can be something if they really want to. I've never done anything extraordinary yet, but I know that as long as I'm still alive there's plenty of work and opportunity to grow and get better. God has a plan for everyone, and I truly know that he has one for you. If there's a cause you believe in you could volunteer and make a difference there. The important thing is that you keep on getting up and trying day after day, because eventually you'll get to a place where you know you can get through things, because you've done it before. Life's hard, but remember that you don't have to go through it alone. Lean on God and cast your burdens to him. It's not your job to save the world, just do your best everyday.
The last six years of my life I've fought depression and anxiety. I really do know how you feel. I know every lie in the book we tell ourselves, because I really hated myself for a while. The only thing that has ever worked for me is faith. Not medication, not even therapy. This last year I've finally been making progress and most of the time I'm happy. When I'm not, I pray and remember the feeling doesn't last forever. My evidence for God isn't something that will blow away my professors, but the fact I'm still alive and can find peace in this messed up world is good enough for me. -
I have a faith problem too
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