Honestly, guys, I have think of something.
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Thread Topic: Honestly, guys, I have think of something.
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I said to myself :
Jessica, if you'll be dead for the rest of the eternity, what is one more day?
And this :
Jessica, if you are going to kill yourself, you won't go to heaven neither hell. You better to stay alive, and you will certainly go to heaven, if not hell. Better than to don't have any place to spend eternity. Even being at hell is hurt, and more and more pain and pain.
What do you think? It might don't work everytime. Sometimes the urge to just simply stab myself is stronger. Even I will not kill myself, I will certainly go down. Depressed heavily. -
Please just don't. Suicide is murder, and just because you're murdering yourself doesn't make it any less. Listen, I've been through depression. I've been through it and I'm still fighting it at times. But I am telling you that choosing life is worth it. Yes it's hard. Yes this world sucks. But God loves you and has a plan for your life. You're young. Don't throw away your potential. Your very existence can change and make a difference in this world. When things are tough come to God and give him all your burdens, cares and fears. He will provide a way, because he's always done so for me. I didn't used to understand God or have the amount of faith I do now, but my life experience with him has shown me just how real he is and that he will be there for you every step of the way.
I'm not trying to be preachy, because I normally don't get into this, but I'm telling you what works for me. And I want you to know that someone cares even if it's just a stranger on a computer. I really hope you feel better soon.
Oh, and one more thing. Suicide truly is not a victimless crime. Do you have any idea how it would feel to lose a mother, a brother, a friend, a student, or a mentor to suicide? It hurts. You may not realize it but if you died someone in your life is going to be left with the loss and burden, wondering what they could of done to help you or change your mind. Reach out to someone you trust. Don't say they wouldn't care or would prefer you dead. There's someone that will always miss you, always love you and want the best for you. Your life is not meaningless, I don't care what anyone says. I believe in you. -
*sigh* sorry if this is offensive, but it will only hurt only if my mentor died by suicide. Other than that, a little friend. Others no.
You are no stranger to me. No one is a stranger here to me.
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