Do you think I have depression?
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Thread Topic: Do you think I have depression?
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Since that I (most of the time. Most of the rest of the time of the first most of the time) feel lonely, and I get sad and mad easily, I feel like I want to kill someone by choking him, I want to kill myself, I hold my breath; hoping to be dead; but I can't, if people ignore me once; my sad feeling or lonely feeling most likely will come back, I felt really bad when my teacher talked about the suffering of Jesus; when he said that every human have suffered; I felt really bad; almost broke out and cry; almost, I held my breath in water for sooooo long.
I ever fainted out once.
I was bullied for around 2 years when I was 6 and 7 years old.
I was ignored when I was 8, 9 until 9,5.
I was ignored halfly when I was 9,5, 10.
My idea never been accepted when I was 5-12.
Just me, a lost soul, nothing special with me. My so called friends will run away one time later from me. They will. -
Sounds like you need a job. What's your resume like?
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Resume? And what do you mean with a job?
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Oh Nature, don't think like that! Things only get better if you make them get better.
If you go on with your life looking at the things that happened, and looking on the sad things of life, you will always be depressed. If you look at the happy things of life, even the little tiny ones like having your fav food for lunch, you will be happy. -
F---er posted less than an hour ago.
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Well, I tried it. But, most of the time, what I get is sadness. No little tiny happiness there.
P.S: I have no favourite food. -
Just ignore it. Trust me... I had depression once.
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care_bear19 NoviceNature it'll be okay, I promise. And as long as you're on GTQ i'll never run away from you... I wish we could be friends in real life.
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What is the problem, Sovereign?
You had one? Honestly, (I am truly ashamed I have to tell you this), I almost took alchohol or alchol? And drugs. Almost...
I wish too... As long as I'm on GTQ, you will always be here... Okay, I can feel your honesty.. -
care_bear19 NoviceI have tried to kill myself before too Nature. The attempt just makes you feel worse inside. If you have email we can talk outside of GTQ Nature.
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I never went to the drugs or alchohol because once I had a sip of alchohol and almost threw up (I thought it was MY Dr.Pepper) and I can not stand shots and pills and ugh... But I woke up every morning doing the same thing and wondering why I should even be alive because every day is the same and nothing different happens and I was so sick of life.
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Oh, just that I missed IHLAOY by 50 minutes.
Oh, and P.S., I'm completely useless in situations like these. Good luck. -
I wish I have one. But at least, most likely I will have it around July, since on my next birthday, I'll turn 13. I hope I can have it as quick as possible. And you tried? I tried almost at every time possible, school, bed, home, anywhere I can do that without get known.
Me too, reagan. Me too. I wrote a note today, saying that I'm sorry for leaving you alone and I said I can't hold it no longer, I said I'm an ash, I am nothing, I am useless. And then I want to give it to sir to trick him, saying it was from my friend. But, luckily I did this : I gave it to my friend, telling him to guess who wrote it-because I wrote differently. And before I know it-I turned to front so I can't see him, when I ask for it, he showed a paper ball! I almost laughed and I didn't trick the sir. -
But the paper is full of my feeling.
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I got through my depression.... I know you can get through yours Nature.
I'm turning 13 in August
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