Why am I like this?
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I get sad when I see people happy.
I get angry when I see chicks acting cool.
I get super sad when I see little kids super happy with their family.
When I'm watching t.v. and seeing familes together all happy, it gets me mad and confused.
I keep crying everyday when I'm alone.
I keep getting lonely... I just can't control myself.
And to hide my emotions in front of people, I say retarded things that doesn't make sense. I hate this... I just hate it.
I hate that feeling in my stomach I get all the time.
I have no clue why I just want to be somewhere dark and alone and SLEEEEP. I just don't want to be with people.
I'm not as social as I was before... I don't like talking to people anymore. I wish I don't have to look at anybody's face right now. And... most of all... I just don't want to be here, in this world.
I wish I had a loving and normal family like I used to. I wish I was happy all the time like I used to be.
Omgsh, this is making me cry now.
I'm sorry if I keep crying, I'm just getting really stressed out and sad. Nothing is making sense to me, and I really don't feel well at all. I just want to be happy, but nothing is making me happy at all.
I feel so scared... everyday. I just want to be happy, I really do. Like I used to be :( -
Nobody understands me... I feel lost in everything
I keep getting pressured into things and it's hard.... *sniff*
I feel so empty -
Ah, teenage genes, everybody gets it.
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LOL I MEANT TEENAGE HORMONES ROFL WIERD TYPO
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So woebegone!
And dispirited hearts
Those eyes of gloom
A hole in life
That needs to be filled,
So what to do?
Smile
Show rays of light
Bring bliss
Good spirtis
Glad and pleased
That somebody cares
Smile.
Written by Roe on 2010/9/5 -
I guess... I don't know.
I just feel left out and ignored most of the time.
My body doesn't feel weird at all. It feels normal I guess -
Late post....
That was very good.... I'm gonna try to smile, I was always known for my smile, before... -
Lil it has nothing to do with your body.
Eh, anyways. *Hugs* I'm sorry about that, life gets hard and life gets good, we just have to go with the flow, I'm sure if you stay strong and keep smiling, the sunshine will soon come. And I care and I'm here for yea. -
Thanks, a lot :)
I used to make people happy when I smile, long time ago.
Now... it's different -
You used to be suidical, now you're all happy.
What happened? -
Ah, you just need some of your old mojo back and soon your smiles will be brighter than any star.
If you want to take your mind off depression, try reading a book or watching a cute and funny movie. :) Or even listen to some music and after a while you'll find that your moods changed.
You've also gotta remember that weather can also make a difference on peoples moods, as I've said before, "First comes from surrounding pain. And falling tears through November Rain," lol so maybe you're just having a depressed moment, hm?
lol Sorry I suck right at this moment but it's cause I'm all bubbly and cheerful...
...I shouldn't have said that. 0_O -
Hm? I realized that life isn't always bad, and it has it's happy moments, a lot of the influence came from my friends, because they used to make me laugh and smile a lot and I realized that life may be crappy and we fall a lot, but it also has it's happy and carefree moments. There will come a time Lil, when someone will make you smile or laugh, or something will make you happy, and you'll realize that although sad moments are very depressing, happy moments wash all of it away in one go.
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And that's what makes life worth living.
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lol :)
Well... I've been reading books, listening to music, watching movies, and it keeps making think of the past. It makes me more sad when I think of the past, because things are different now.
But yeah, I've been getting stressed out and a little depressed lately.
Oh yeah, the heat makes me pissed -.-
and it's okay lol, thanks for the help :) -
Late post, and I'll think about that.
I have a feeling tomorrow I'm gonna gain my hapiness back, at least. (it's a long story)
I still look at the positives, I don't hate myself or think of suicide or anything like that. I just keep on thinking I'm gonna fail :\
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