I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!
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Thread Topic: I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!
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Nobody ever gives me a chance ;( I'm always the "weak" and "dumb" one :( I'm not weak or dumb at all :\
I'm actually smarter then people who say that about me...
I don't want to vent, but I have to so I can let the emotions I built inside of me up... This is how I truely feel....
I'M TIRED OF BEING BOSSED AROUND AND TAKING FOR GRANTED! PEOPLE ALWAYS TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME! NOBODY EVER GIVES ME A DAMN CHANCE! THEY TREAT ME HORRIBLY!! AND THANKS TO MOTHA FUKEN NATALIE DEMMON SHE RUINED MY LIFE. WHY WAS I SO STUPID IN THE PAST!?!?!? WHY DID I HAVE TO LISTEN TO HER AND END UP HAVING THESE THINGS HAPPEN TO ME!! I JUST WANTED TO BE A NORMAL PERSON!! BECAUSE OF ME TREATED THIS WAY, I'VE BEEN TURNING INTO AN AGRESSIVE B|TCH!!
Mostly everyone is starting to hate me... I'm always ignored ='( nobody ever goes easy on me.
Even when I'm nice and kind I'm still ignored/hated. And that's been making me turn into a devil. I'm very mean and agressive now... ;( I'm trying to be nice, I really am. But I keep failing. I'm having a bad day. I feel like a loser :(
I get yelled at, taking advantage of, used, hit, and etc.
Everybody in my family doesn't pay attention to me... they're all busy ='( they also expect so much out of a thirteen year old girl.
What's special about me? Where do I belong in this world. I feel so lonely and left out... I don't know where I belong. I don't even fit in. I've been getting a little shy and speechless lately, mean, agressive, annoying, b¡tchy, selfish, and more.
I'm just a pointless unknown freak in my life! I've always been! D';
I always try hard to please my family and people, but no one ever fuking appreciates me at all :( I'm not a bad person.. I'm not. I'm just turning into one :( I really hate that feeling I get in my stomach everyday when I go to school... I really hate being the "freaky b¡tch" I'm so hopeless right now.
:\ Oh well, at least I'm not giving up on my goals. No matter if I get no support at all... *sniff* -
Seriously... =\
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What do you mean?
Oh gosh, I think I'm gonna puke :( I don't feel well at all, and what I said above is making things worse for me =( -
... *death hugs lil*
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I don't deserve a hug D:
Also, not a lot of my friends want to hug me anymore. -
yeah well form my point of view everyone deserves a hug :/ including you
i've been in your situation, as a kid i've done some insane bulls--- which has lost me a lot LOT of respect from many
gaining it all back took years of endless kindness that sent me to a manic depressive episode (or you know it as mental breakdown) early october last year
i want you to be strong lil :/ try and handle this better than i did
i am currently a weak minded violently sarcastic manipulative b---- -.-' -
I'm sorry lil :(
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I'm just gonna be quiet and ignore people for a while.
Until then I'll be trying hard to reaching my goals =\
I'm just gonna stick with my buddies... :\ -
well if you need someone to talk to or soemthing like that
you know where to find us. -
You should show them how strong and smart you are.
If you don't,then I will have to pretend to be a new student at your school,be your friend,and show those people. Then I'll pretend I'll die and go back here. -
Thanks..... =]
I bet things will get better in eigth grade.
*sigh* At least I'm trying to be positive =\ -
@Biance: Haha, lol
If I stay quiet in school and get good grades people will realize they're wrong.
And I'll try to do well in P.E. -
THATS THE ATTITUDE! *slaps self* >.>
yeah things got better for me when i got to high school last year
i gained minions who would beat up asses who hurt me (don't ask how i did that...manipulative b----ness comes in handy)
positivity comes in handy when you need it
keeps you from breaking down :/ -
Late post, sorry. Homework was stalling me Dx
Well I guess I feel better now by sharing this with you guys ^_^
I just baby barfed a while ago, I've had a busy week =\ -
sarah ann NewbieYou seem to be nice, honestly... c:
Just be yourself and everything will be fine! You can't expect for everyone to like you...you have to feel good about yourself no matter what!
When you feel good about yourself, people will start feeling good being around you, belive me :)
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