You know what?
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Thread Topic: You know what?
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Some people call it pride, some people call it being an introverted a--hole. But I'm not handling this very well. As some of you may know, my dad got involved with things and violated his parole, although he only got 4-5 years in prison. Knowing that was kind of difficult to swallow and f--- it, I was worried. Did I let anybody see that? Hell to the no. See, I have this thing with looking strong in front of others. I don't like crying, and I hate attention gained from crying. I prefer to keep to myself. But now...now he's running, which makes me even more worried. I cry myself to sleep. I just have a bad feeling about this. I'm even more worried than before, especially not knowing for sure where he is. Some say he went back to Sweden, some say he went to Montana, and others say he's in Midwest City. I don't f---ing know. And it's killing me. I've gone through a lot of bulls--- debatably worse than this without anyone, but this....this is bringing me down. I'm cracking here. I'm not sure why. It's almost the same feeling as having a close friend or family member die (sadly, I have expirienced that too many times and I know you guys have too). I f---ing hate therapists with a fiery passion, but...if it'll help me cope...what I'm trying to say is...
This is me reaching out for help. Damn Rain...you've lost your touch...but seriously. I don't know what to do. I feel...angry...lost...and sad...I'm not sure I can pin the feeling. I don't know what to do..
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