Will you please stop.
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Thread Topic: Will you please stop.
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I'm telling you this as a matter of discretion, if that's even the right word.
I'm not someone you should look up to.
Let me give you reasons. First of all, I can't keep anything on topic or straight. Every goddamn time I try to discuss something, it derails onto a tangent. I can't use logic and reasoning properly, if I could, I'd actually get good grades on essays. Every single time. "This is crap!" "Your argument can't stand up to a mouse fart!" I'm not sure how you can watch me get beaten down every single time and still think I'm some sort of role model.
Secondly, I don't even use proper analysis when looking at situations. I'm not even sure what proper analysis is. If Karl Marx were still alive, he'd have laughed me out of the room.
So why do you still look up to me? -
Not to mention that I can't even get the proper connotations of words right. I can't understand sarcasm. I take everything literally- I'm that idiot you can't stand who thinks actual cats and dogs are falling from the sky. I can't get my tone of voice right.
I can't look anyone in the eye, I can't smile, I don't f---ing even know HOW to smile, I can't understand or predict your motives, I can't do anything above a four-year-old's level socially.
I can't even be coherent and I'm too easily overpowered by emotion rather than logic, if I feel too strongly about something I'll probably just cry instead of answering your question, or maybe flip a table and leave.
Why do you still look up to me? -
Probably because sometimes it makes sense to overlook short comings (which all humans have) in order to benefit from a persons talents or traits
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I can't tell if you're being sarcastic, but I'm getting the suspicion that you are.
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Not at all. Promise
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It totally came off as that sort of smug "yeah, you're a dumb bltch, but since I'm on the higher ground I'll look past it" sort of thing I get a lot. So I was wondering.
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I look up to you because no matter what you find a way to connect to people and they like you. And you do this while still standing for what's right.
Hell, I can't even seem to pull that off. -
I'm glad you're all being somewhat nice to me about this. It's not the recent event you might be thinking of that caused this rant, it's something I've been insecure about for four years. That was four years of rage in a few paragraphs. So if anyone thinks this is about them- it's not, I promise.
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I don't even know what incident you're talking about. So woo yay! wut.
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