Sometimes I really, really wish...
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Thread Topic: Sometimes I really, really wish...
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That I could forget it all, numb the pain, and for once be happy.
Sometimes I just wish I could get high, drunk, and lose it all. They say you throw it all away once you do, but hell, what is there to throw away?
Oh well, that would never happen. I don't have access to drugs or alcohol, I wouldn't be able to hide it from my parents, and I'd regret it.
But still, sometimes, when I just get to thinking about everything... I wish that for once, I could think about absolutely nothing. -
That's really why most people turn to those substances, to dull the pain, but it's just filling a hole with something that isn't healthy or good for you. As cheesy as it is, when you're feeling crappy emotionally you need to do things that are positive for you instead of negative, like exercise, eating well, drinking water and getting enough sleep. Alcohol is a depressant and will only makes things worse.
Best I can say is remember to take care of yourself. I've been working on these things as well as focusing on things that make me happy and my beliefs. It's the best advice I can give, honestly. Just remember it doesn't go away over night and that things will get better over time. Stay strong, you're awesome and I know you'll do great. -
You know, i agree with Anastasia.
You can forget your pain without alcohol or drugs, by doing things that makes you happy, like,by practising your hobbies. It always works for me. I know, you have a super active imagination which you can use efficiently to be happy.
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