Forgive me but I need to get this out.
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Thread Topic: Forgive me but I need to get this out.
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It feels like something is trying to rip me apart inside. Like I'm drowning in whatever this emotion or pain is and trying desperately to pull myself out. It seeps through my whole body and makes it difficult to breathe.
Just when I think I'm making progress, and I don't have a deep depressive episode for a while, it comes back, and hits hard. These episodes come on without much warning, and the simplest thing can set them off. I'm trying so hard to fight them. I keep myself busy, try to organize my life better, try to focus on anything else, but even if I manage to put them off for a while, they eventually come back when the moment is free.
I absolutely hate to hear myself complain. I go on here and I write a rant like this, but it's nearly impossible for me not to say something when it hurts this bad. All these words I'm typing, they are simply more descriptive ways to say "ow". I bite back my pain in silence, but it eventually makes me so weak that I have to cry out in these pathetic ways and say "ow".
I know no one else can do anything about it. It's something I just have to learn how to deal with better. I just can't always keep all of this inside. I'm nowhere near strong enough to hold all of this irrational feeling and emotion. Luckily, it feels like the storm's passed after writing this.
So yeah. Don't have anything else to say. Turtle. So much turtle. I need more turtle. -
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*chddle*
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Dude I looked up "communist turtle" and found this. ;w;
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*huggles Scar* Thankies. .w.
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you made me look up communist turtle
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I couldn't get a hold of a turtle but I got this bug instead...:o
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Sounds like you need a job.
What's your resume look like?
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