Cutting
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Thread Topic: Cutting
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I started cutting last week. One on each leg, two on my arm. I've just been in a really horrible place lately. But there was something significant about the psychical harm I did to myself. It crystallized that in one way or another I am hurting myself on a daily basis. When you deal with depression the way I do, then you know that things can spiral out of control. But that's all on me, the fact of the matter is that I haven't been trying to get better or overcome my depression, I've just been succumbing to it, which has meant me not putting forth my best effort at school, avoiding making friends, or my pack-a-day smoking habit that I can no longer afford. So I'm not ashamed to say that I've cut myself. For me it was something that had to happen. Things have to get to a boiling point before you decide they need to get better, and cutting was my boiling point. I'm taking accountability for my mistakes, I'm actively trying to correct them, I'm trying to be nicer to others, and I'm trying to love myself as well.
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I'm honestly sorry to hear what you're going through, bro. I know there's not much I can say or do as a random person on the internet (and honestly anything I'd have to say would be cheesy and cliche) but you do have my support. I really hope things start looking up for you, and I'm glad you're working on making things better. You're an awesome guy.
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Will Rainbow Stalin make you better?
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I feel ya >.> sorry.
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...try my life
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I've been travelling down that road. I can't help much. To be honest I enjoy the pain. It reminds me that I'm still slightly alive. I've stopped recently but the urge is strong... I really just like the sight of blood..
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