f--- everything
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Thread Topic: f--- everything
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I seriously give up. I'm not even making an effort anymore to grow as a human being. Every time I think I'm getting better, it turns out I'm just pulling the same immature crap as always. Nothing changes and nothing ever will, that's how it seems. So just f--- it, I don't give a s---. It is inevitable that I will disappoint my mom. It is inevitable that I'll probably cut her out of my life altogether once I finish school. It is inevitable that I will turn into my dad. The only difference is I won't live to be 55 and selling weed in an Arby's parking lot. I'll be dead by the time I'm thirty, I'm sure, probably because I'll have blown my brains out over the sheer misery of my so-called life. Everything I do and everything I have done to this point is to simply mask the pain and prolong the inevitable.
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Look , I don't know you . What I do know however is that things change . That is the inevitable . You might be having a bad day , a bad month or even a bad year but things will change . It may take a while but eventually something good will happen . I don't know how old you are or anything like that but all I know is that there is ALWAYS something to look forward to , whether it's going out with a friend at the weekend , graduating , leaving home , getting married . What ever it is . There will be something to look forward to. The only reason you'll ' turn into your dad ' or ' be dead by the time you're thirty' is if YOU choose for that to happen . Whether you believe in fate or destiny or whatever or not , you can still change your own future . Nothing is ever completely set in stone . I'm here to talk if you need someone :)
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This isn't the first time we've finally given up.
I think that it's your right to be feeling like crap. We're all a bunch of kids, to be honest, and we all will pull that immature crap. I bet you 5 bucks that you ARE doing better. People seem to notice flaws a lot more than skills. Don't give a s--- for a while. See if that helps you any. Or if giving a s--- is what you need then by all f---ing means give a s---. It's obvious you'll cut out your family. I know I will. But think of your opinion on this, and think, What the f--- am I doing wrong? or Are my brains really going to go flying if I try this? Think about the serious things. Then think about the immature, stupid s---. You'll find it easy to do either or. Which is like life in a way. So tell that pain that it's a part of the game and you'll f--- it so damn hard it'll want to die.
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