I'M SO FRUSTRATED I'M GOING TO CRY
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Thread Topic: I'M SO FRUSTRATED I'M GOING TO CRY
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I CAN'T DO ANYTHING AT ALL RIGHT NOW MY HEAD IN A FOG FROM f---ING DEPRESSION AND I CAN'T THINK STRAIGHT AND I CAN'T COME UP WITH ANYTHING AT ALL AND I FEEL LIKE PUNCHING THE WALL AND BREAKING MY ALREADY BROKEN HAND AND I JUST CAN'T f---ING THINK AND I'M STRESSING OUT SO HARD THAT I'M GOING TO CRY I f---ING CAN'T DO ANYTHING AT ALL RIGHT NOW I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING LET ALONE ELABORATE ON IT I CANNOT WORDS I CANNOT ANYTHING BUT WHITE NOISE AND GREEN AND PINK SENTENCES CANNOT FORM AND I CAN'T SEE CLEARLY SOMEONE KILL ME
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I DON'T f---ING UNDERSTAND I HAVEN'T BEEN DEPRESSED FOR A FEW MONTHS I DON'T KNOW WHAT HAS CHANGED TO PUT ME BACK INTO THIS MESS
THE s---TY THING ABOUT DEPRESSION IS THAT YOU'LL START TO FEEL BETTER FOR A BIT BUT THEN DROP BACK DOWN INTO PERSONAL HELL AND YOU DON'T KNOW IF YOU'RE GETTING BETTER OR YOUR MIND IS f---ING WITH YOU AGAIN
IT'S LIKE BEING THROWN INTO A BLACK WELL WITH SMOOTH WALLS WHERE CLIMBING OUT ISN'T POSSIBLE UNTIL A ROPE MAGICALLY APPEARS FOR YOU BUT AS SOON AS YOU CLIMB UP A FEW FEET THE ROPE BREAKS AND YOU'RE BACK TO WHERE YOU STARTED -
can I be your rope? I won't break.
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D:
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Tritanope?
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*hugs* I know what you're talking about, it just happened to me as well. The f---ing hills on our bicycle paths are just too damn high to reach the top, and when we doo we never stay up for long before the hill starts downwards again.
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