I've began to realize quite a lot lately
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Thread Topic: I've began to realize quite a lot lately
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(I just need a place to put my deepest thoughts where mostly no one will see them...)
I have been lost since the very first years of my life. I was born lost. This whole time I have been lost in this world. Only until now have I realized this. I couldn't find my way, I couldn't say who I was, I couldn't think of any purpose for my life. Its been so dark, I could not see for myself what kind of direction I was going in. I've been walking down a path that never ends not even knowing why. And this whole time I've been waiting for someone to tell me where I am, where I'm going, and if I'm going in the right direction. I hadn't done a single thing for myself. I've been waiting for someone to find me, when all this time I was suppose to find myself. For as long as I've lived, even when I was a young child at age 5, I have been asking myself "Who I am?" But I know now that isn't the question I should be asking. The question I should be asking is, "Who do I want to be?" I've felt helpless and weak my whole life, but those feelings do not reflect upon what I have done so far. I've managed on my own without help for my whole life, so since I have gotten this far by myself, why should I be waiting for help? Why do I not know who I am? Why have I not become who I want to be? Because I try to live up to others expectations. But it will no longer be like that. I have done so much on my own, now I will decide who I am, and which path I will take. And whatever path I decide to take will be the right one because it is the one I have chosen. -
Yay. :')
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So proud of you Caps Lock Buddeh. ;w; You go~ BI
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"Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself."
You were never lost, you just didn't know where to begin with the large mural that is your life story. -
^ Thank you for that :)
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I wish you the best in your journey to creating yourself as the you you wish to be. Be happy, Hikky~
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Good,man.As everyone above said,good luck and glad you figured it all out.Be happy.
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"I have done so much on my own, now I will decide who I am, and which path I will take. And whatever path I decide to take will be the right one because it is the one I have chosen."
And THAT is the true meaning of life. :') -
^^ Agreed
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Be happy, and good luck man, like everyone else above has stated already. :')
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