My thread:3
Thread Topic: My thread:3
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Well alright then. I can handle a fight one on two. There is so much that both of you are blind to that it's horrifying.
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im not going to give you the attention anymore.
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Ahaha, alright buddy. You ignore the truth. Doesn't change the fact that I'm still here. Ohhh, and I've been really good at respecting my promise. Didn't talk about you or even say anything drastic until you started mentioning your two faced bulls---.
So what lies has your side b---- fed you? I'm dying to know. Because there is no way you changed your mind like someone flicking a light switch over me saying the truth (that you're a liar, that you're being cruel). You're an adult and you've said it yourself; you've f---ed up. Did she say I was making fun of you? Better yet, did she tell you that I was trying to get a cult on GTQ to band against you with me? Oh, or, she told you that I'm secretly in love with you and that's why I'm so obsessed! Whatever it was (because I know it's her) I'd love for y'all to fess up about it at some point. Everything I've said about you since we agreed to stop fighting has been 100% out in the open.
Better yet, tell me what you've said about me, yeah? You know where to find me when you're ready to tell me how many nicknames you've come up with, or how many assumptions/theories you've got running through your brain.
Until you're ready, tootles! -
I don't need to confess to you. What matters is that i know what I need to work on, and I am aware of my flaws. I'm not ignoring the truth. I actually take it into consideration.
I haven't said anything about you. I'm serious when I say I moved on. I'll just admit it here and now: I'd rather have Andi back. Not you. I don't click with you at all. What have we been talking about all these years? I can't remember. Probably ocs and roleplaying. I had always been questioning who I was closer to. You? Or Andi? In the past, it was easy to say it was a tie. But now? I am closer to Andi, and I'll always will be. Even if I got you back and forgot about her, I would still be closer to her. More comfortable. And don't tell me it's unfair. For years.. YEARS... I've been battling the "third-wheel" position. Always had been the third-wheel. And it sucked.. Knowing that you were closer to Andi. Well, now I am closer to her, and I shifted towards her rather than you. Sure, I might trust you more, but that's how it is. Many would say I chose the wrong friend, but what did we really have?
That's why I got over you so quickly. We didn't really have something.
So don't be waiting for me to approach you. -
Thanks.
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Dawson, I can't log in my email.
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I'm going to have to turn on my phone. But not right now.
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I just typed a long ass essay.
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ok. well im on my laptop and i own five emails. so i cant keep up with the passwords.
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i dont see anything.
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you don't?
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They sent me home because I broke down after a few customers angered/upset me. And it was embarrassing, having to rush to the restroom to cry and get better, but then crying harder when my sister and everyone asked what was wrong. And my sister was about to flip s--- until I told her it wasn't /them/. It was the customers.
I'm already broken, believe it or not. I'm trying to fight this depression with the last bit of strength I have lefted. I don't want to fight people. I lost all patience. I lost my cool. I'm tired of thinking about suicide, but regretting the thought because I want to accomplish my dreams and stay with the people who love and support me.
I'm not a loving person. I can't even say "I love you" without feeling awkward. I don't know how to express my emotions, and I'm not good at telling people what's on my mind. So yeah, you might as well call me heartless.
I had an account called Heartless_Rose before I told Gtq Guy to delete it. -
Aha, he noticed me.
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