Ashley only.

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Thread Topic: Ashley only.

• DCgirl Novice

  11 years ago
  My mother told me that she never wanted a second child. I was an accident. They only wanted one child. Sometimes when she tells me that I just feel like ending my life. I feel so unwanted. They all time me life would be great if I weren't here.
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  Ashl3y Junior

  11 years ago
  I know. Well except for my mum getting drunk. And I was born only cuz my sis wanted a friend. And she doesn't want me. So that's how my cutting problem started... But anyway, there are people who wantyou. So don't think otherwise.
• DCgirl Novice

  11 years ago
  Oh. I'm sorry for you having such a hard life. It kinds sucks being told that you were never suppose to be born. That your just some mistake. My sister would go around and tell people that we aren't related.
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  Ashl3y Junior

  11 years ago
  It's not that bad.
  
  I'm surprised I never got caught when I cut....
• DCgirl Novice

  11 years ago
  That's good.
  
  Yeah, me too....
  
  Sorry for just dropping all this on you.
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  Ashl3y Junior

  11 years ago
  Don't be sorry. I'm here to listen.
  
  By the way, a tip: when I cut, I use a blade from a pencil sharperner and do it on my hand to make it look like a paper cut. It works.
• DCgirl Novice

  11 years ago
  And I'm here to listen if you ever want to talk.
  
  I just use a knife on my wrist and I wear long sleeve shirts so no one sees the cuts.
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  Ashl3y Junior

  11 years ago
  Ok.
  
  I don't have a lot of long sleeved shirts. So I can't do that.
  
  Skyler does it all on his shoulder so that way he can hide it easy.
• DCgirl Novice

  11 years ago
  Oh, well, at least you have a way to get rid of the emotional pain. But your just causing physical pain to yourself.
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  Ashl3y Junior

  11 years ago
  Eh. I know. I'm trying to stop. :/ I almost did last year. Then I met Skyler.
• DCgirl Novice

  11 years ago
  I mean I know it's bad to cut but if it helps you then...yeah you know. I feel sorry for you. Not like in a your pathetic way but like you have to go through this pain.
  
  Can I ask you something? But don't get mad at me for asking.
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  Ashl3y Junior

  11 years ago
  You don't have to feel sortie for me. I don't need pity. I need a sweet escape, a way out of all the pain.
  
  Sure. Go ahead.
• DCgirl Novice

  11 years ago
  Im not trying to pity you. But yeah, I want an escape from it all too.
  
  Umm, I'm kinda insecure about it but...do you think mike really loves me?
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  Ashl3y Junior

  11 years ago
  Yeah.
  
  Well the answer to my question is the answer to yours. Is Carlos Roberto Pena Jr. A boy?
• DCgirl Novice

  11 years ago
  Yes.

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