My turn to make my very own thread.
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Thread Topic: My turn to make my very own thread.
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...If you send some to my house okay.
Somewhere In the region.
It was the last one. Now I will go hungry tomorrow !
Hn. Work.
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I would if I could bae
Why?
Oh. Don't do that. Eat a person.
What?
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ONE DAY. SHOVING FOOD THROUGH PHONES AND COMPUTERS WILL HAPPEN!
I have no clue.
Who?
Sowieeeee -
I HOPE SO
Well then. What kind of pain is it?
Someone you won't miss.
no don't apologize I just don't know what you mean -
WOOO.
I don't know what you mean.
Oh. I'm just really happy. -
ENTHUSIASM FOR THE FUTURE WOOT WOOT
Is it a dull kind of pain? Sharp? Consistent or throbbing?
Oh. That's good. :3 -
I have all of these beautiful scenarios in my head, and I want to do something with them, but there's nothing. While they could be moments, these scenarios do not comprise an entire soap by themselves. I could write about them, but I won't capture those little movements, the subtle sounds, the deep emotions I feel when I imagine them. Honestly, all I can think is they really need to happen.
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Also, I need a large, physically present group of people who will love each other unconditionally, without judgment. I need to be with them and we need to learn about each other until we could all successfully fake any of the others' lives for them. We'd know all of our deepest fears, our deepest hopes for our lives, the reasons we've cut ties and the reasons we've made more. We'd understand each other on the deepest level. And then I need these people to sing. I need them to stand in circles and hold on to each others' hands and just sing with all the fury that comes with the lives they've led and let it all bleed into the atmosphere instead of bottling it up. Imagine a huge group with just the deepest love for one another, standing in circles and running and dancing and singing all of their sadness and anger and love and joy and everyone is a back up singer, offering harmonies, crying for each other while they dance in circles and never let each other go and this would just be beautiful these people would be bonded for life I swear
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Wow. I was worried I was going into a numb period again but this is making me really f---ing emotional, which is fine. That's great. I can still feel s---. Fantastic.
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You're borderlining spam at this point, you dumb s---.
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I wish this room was all mine. I want to just lie on the floor and cry until I pass out, but this is my sister's room as well.
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o-o
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Leave.
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Why did that have to end? All that time spent feeling safe, feeling loved and secure in that love. I wish I'd never gotten older. I wish I'd never become so aware. Now all I can see are ways around every good thing I ever had. Even she's gone. All of that happiness. All of the innocence. She's the f---ing symbol of my childhood. She doesn't belong in the ground like a worm. It doesn't suit her. I need her to breathe again. I feel so f---ed over.
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How is that even fair? This always waits until I'm alone in the dark. I always keep my mouth shut and just let them talk but I've never been here. I haven't been okay in so many years. Why is this all normal? It doesn't bother anyone but me. It's not fair.
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