I'm pathetic.
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Thread Topic: I'm pathetic.
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just looking at a picture of him still makes me cry like a child lost and alone in a crowd of strangers. Like I just found out I have cancer, three months to live. Feeling like the world is spinning far too fast, or stopping altogether, and making me feel so dead. For making all my friends worry because I'm too weak to deal with the fact that I won't see him ever again. Because I'm too weak to deal with that one fact, so that just seeing that smile I had engraved into my memory makes me break down and lose all control. But how can he be smiling so easily? Pictures of him shouldn't look so happy.. so natural... they should be gray and black and his face should be streaked with the tears of those who knew him.
But no. He just smiles at that kitten in his lap, loves what he has. I'd like to think I'm not weak... but for the reaction to come just as strongly as it did the day he left.. -
D': what?
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-huggles-
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Sorry...
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You're going to die? ;n;
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No... I'm just being melodramatic.. Sorry..
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Okie good. If you don't mind me asking, who died?
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It was years ago... I'm being weak.. Please disregard my weakness.
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;~;
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What?
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I don't like seeing you sad. :(
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I see... Well, thanks. Here:
I finally have a picture of him for the world~ -
Oh. I'm sorry. I doubt I'd be able to get over the loss of my grandfather either. I hope that he has found happiness after life and he looks over you and his family.
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T.T
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Thanks, Niecey..
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