I am back.
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Thread Topic: I am back.
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Ello. c:
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I was just stalking for a while, looking for someone who I actually wanted to speak to. I'm so glad I found your thread. Hey there, Mandy.
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Hey Lanana. :3 I'm glad you did too. How are you feeling?
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Quite frankly, worse. Hannah's wake is in two days, on July 4th. Her funeral is on July 5th... And I just wish I could wake up from this nightmare, but of course, no matter how hard I pinch myself, it's reality.
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Aw, it must be horrible. I'm here to listen, if you need so. *huggle*
But I know that feeling, even when my grandpa died (but we all knew it was going to happen) I was still in shock. And I'm still upset about it, 3 years later. -
It's just, I'm scared of what comes after this stage of denial. I'm scared to see her at her wake, and I'm scared to see one of my close friends be eternally buried in a coffin. I just want to hear her laugh again, and see that gorgeous smile... I want to be able to hear her sing and dance and carry out her dreams... She never got to accept that scholarship to the School of Ballet. I've been distracting myself for what seems like forever, and I'm running out of methods. It's reality, and it's slapping me in the face and stabbing me in the heart like a billion metal blades.
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Katherine0708 NewbieHi alana
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;~; I truly and honestly wish there was something, anything I can do to make you feel better. To make you feel the slightest bit happy. I know it must be hard, seeing one of your best friends pass away, with their whole life ahead of them. But, she would want you to be happy. She would want to be able to watch over you and see you smiling and laughing, to see you for fill your dreams and make her proud.
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I'm going to get my book published. I'm going to try out for choral spectrum, treble choir, and dance team, all in honor of her. I will record something and release it to the public, even if I have to do it with my stupid microphone, in memory of her. I just wish I could have done something besides just call 9-1-1. I wish I could have saved her... But no one could have.
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It was her time to go, tragic, yes. But I'm sure she'll be proud of you and all the things you will accomplish.
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If I accomplish them.
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You will. :3
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I hope so. I could never forgive myself if I didn't.
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Toran NewbieThis makes dude version Tori want to do the same.. But I'm too fucking broke to make a difference ;-;
Alana, I was scared you commited when you didnt come on yesterday... I was so scared... I'm so glad to see you. -
Keep working at them, you'll get there someday.
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