I feel so bad... it's about my friend I was doubting at 1st
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Thread Topic: I feel so bad... it's about my friend I was doubting at 1st
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Okay, so from my other thread, "I'm Crying Right Now" I said I was doubting my friend Maddy, and our friendship.
She just called me and she asking why everyone thinks she is moving to Seattle, and I explained to her and... I feel bad that I said nobody was her friend. Sometimes I feel like she doesn't treat me the best, but she's my friend. And Maddy is a good friend. And maybe there are times where we both have our moments, but we're only human, right? I feel so bad that I bashed her on here, I was just upset to hear that she might be talking s--- about me (like I've heard before) and she does have friends, just... she burned a few bridges, I'll say. But I have, too, and we all make mistakes.
I'm a little bit torn.
Maddy might be talking crap about me, but at the same time, maybe she is my true friend. Torn.
Now I feel like a bad friend because I was talking about her on here, and I highfived one of my guy friends when they said she was moving, and eh... I feel like a b----!!!! :*(
Give me your thoughts.
Am I being manipulated?
Or was I stupid to talk bad about Maddy in my other thread?
I'm so torn.
I have so many people telling me Maddy isn't a good friend, a backstabber. But on the other hand, Maddy has her times where I feel like she's the greatest friend I've ever had.
Awugha! :*(
I think I'm about to cry again. -
Yup, I'm crying.... :*(
Aw! Why is this happening to me!!? -
Wow, nobody gives a s---.
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I do, I'm just trying to think of an answer
all that talk about suicide wore me out.
Sorry, gimme a minute. -
Oh, sorry. :*(
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it is alright to be torn. it wouldnt be natural if you felt one way all the time. people feel different things at different times, what you have to do is decide if you'd feel worse with her talking about you and still being your friend, or if she wasnt your friend at all. like you said, we're only human. and look at the situation you are in now... dont you think that she feels the same way. she sometimes laughs and stuff, but other times feels like you are the best friend in the world.
like you said, you are only human. what you have to do is make the decision that you would feel more comfortable with for the rest of you life. -
Aww, okay thanks Ork. That helps a lot.
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:*) Hold on I have an idea
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I think that you havnt made any mistakes that you think you have. maybe Maddy was talking bout you behind you back, and maybe you were talking about her behind her back. but you did that cause you thought that she was talking to you behind your back. maybe she wasnt, maybe there was a mistake here. everyone makes mistakes, so its at no fault here. you may think you sound cruel, by thinking and saying bad stuff bout her, im just a stranger saying what i have in thought. but from what i saw what your wrote, your not cruel or mean. i think your nice, and kind. and like you said, were only humans. we make mistakes, but were just living life. [if i got confusing im sorry D: i intend to go rambling off stuff lol] But think this, Your amazing for who you are.
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These two have covered it all so...I got nothing.
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