So, uh, my 'scene' phase is going well.
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Thread Topic: So, uh, my 'scene' phase is going well.
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You're a stick, Tori. And no, I'm way more sensitive then you, Tori. Trust me, I started crying for the dumbest reasons before in my life. My dad called me a freak ans weirdo for the music I like, and that I wasn't "girly" enough. Then, when I try to be "girly" I need to be less "girly" because he doesn't want a "daughter who needs a guy to do everything." My mom wants me to be like her, a girly girl with blonde hair. She even asked me to dye my hair blonde. She thinks I'm "goth" along with about everyone else in my life. I'm overweight, and I know that. I'm a dumb--- to, I barely ever understand people. I listen to music to much, people think I'm bi. Which I might be, but it still kinda hurts. The point is, I f---ing hate being me. All I ever feel is a deep emptiness inside, like something huge in my life is missing but I don't know what it is. Like the world would go on without me. I always want to be alone but I want to be with someone as well. My mind is a constant battle between why I'm alive and why I should keep fighting. All I ever want to do is just go into another world and start all over, leave everything here behind and live life fully, have an adventure. Have REAL friends. Be okay, not have to lie, not have to cry. Be able to fucking be myself without being judged, for once.
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Can I go in the tinychat with you guys?
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Of course, Mandy... (:
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Lana: Sure, but last time I went on the rp site it was being a b----, but I'll try. .-.
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Tori: Yey~! :3
I look like s---, though. Because I'm sick and crap. xP
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