soap?
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Thread Topic: soap?
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walks down the stairs & sits on the couch
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I sit on my bed, and think of the last time I spent time with my parents.
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i turn on the tv & a show bout marrarige is on
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I practice the guitar and start singing:
Wonderful, so wonderful is Your unfailing love
Your cross has spoken mercy over me
No eye has seen, no ear has heard
No heart can fully know how glorious, how beautiful You are
Beautiful One, I love
Beautiful One, I adore
Beautiful One, my soul must sing
Powerful so powerful, Your glory fills the skies
Your mighty works displayed for all to see
The beauty of Your majesty awakes my heart to sing
How marvelous, how wonderful You are
Beautiful One, I love
Beautiful One, I adore
Beautiful One, my soul must sing
Beautiful One, I love
Beautiful One, I adore
Beautiful One, my soul must sing
Beautiful One, Beautiful One
And You opened my eyes to Your wonders anew
You captured my heart with this love
'Cause nothing on earth is as beautiful as You
And You opened my eyes to Your wonders anew
You captured my heart with this love
'Cause nothing on earth is as beautiful as You
Beautiful One, I love
Beautiful One, I adore
Beautiful One, my soul must sing
Beautiful One, I love
Beautiful One, I adore
Beautiful One, my soul must sing
Beautiful One, I love
Beautiful One, I adore
Beautiful One, my soul must sing -
i watch the show for a few min then SILENTLY crys
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I set the guitar down then I let a few tears escape.
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goes to bathroom & locks the door
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I hear Brittany cry and walk into her room and rock her gently in my arms and hear a door close.
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starts crying "its not fair" i say
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I hear her speaking, set Brittany in her crib, then go downstairs. I open the door and leave.
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still crys
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I walk to the cemetary and stop in front of two graves. "Hey. It's been a year. You would be proud. I named her after you, mom. It's gotten rocky lately, I hope it will pass."
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comes out of the bathroom & sits on the couch sill crying
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I walk back home and the same group of people I fought a few days ago are standing around me. "Damn it, not again". I say quietly.
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still crys while i watch the show
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