HELLO GTQ!
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Thread Topic: HELLO GTQ!
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Well what would you like to know?
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i dont know..everthing?
uh..she has told me she made love to someone before..was that you?..you dont have to answer that if you dont want to
i know little about her personel life..i know her fav show, food, her bedtime, and that she dont think shes beautiful..thats about it -
oh kay ..you still there?
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No, that wasnt me. Although believe me, I wish it was.
She is beautiful. She has long dark hair, and the prettiest eyes. She has a cute smile and the greatest personality.
When her and I first met, we were simply friends. In about a week of us talking, her grandfather, and two of her aunts died. I was the only one who stayed around and talked to her. I sat there with her almost every night until the sun came up talking with her and helping her. We formed a bond that way. Her and I dated over GTQ for a little under 1 month. And neither of us has dated on here since then.
The reason we broke up was because of me. I was stupid, I was foolish, and I was careless. I left her because of the distance because I wanted to be with people who were closer. I wanted to know what it was like to actually *hug* or to actually *kiss*. And those could never happen online.
Sadly though, After I left her and vowed to not go back to long distance relationships, I realized how one of a kind she really is. Panicked and confused, I went back and talked to her. I didnt let her know how much I wanted her back. When I talked to her again, she had moved on...
I sat by and just talked to her when I got the chance. When she finally was single again, I wasnt. Ever since the summer of 09 when her and I had first fallen for each other, we have never both been able to come together again.
Eventually secret love fell into acceptance. Acceptance, into optimism. And we slowly grew less and less couple like, and more and more into old friends. For a long time, we tried not to talk about our relationship. But our conversations grew less and less frequent. And as time went on, we sort of... stopped talking. We dont talk that much anymore. I dont know why, and I hate it. But we just dont.
Skatter, Lyssa was my first long distance relationship. She was my first real relationship at all. I'm sorry I cant give you details like her favorite color, or her favorite tv show. It's been a very long time.
But I can tell you that she's an insomniac and scared of the dark. She's self consciece and worries about what other people think of her. Her turn ons are sharing a shower and pulling her hair. And if you look far enough back in the psychology forum, you can find some of our conversations from when we were together. I went by the user name Orkimedes back then, and the most imfamous thread of ours was called, "my baby". I dont know if it will still exist or not because of the deletion script. But that was our legacy. It was us. -
epicly long post describing our entire history and explicit detail of the loss, hurt, and sadness ACTIVATED!
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oh (dirty word) i just did the same EXACT thing..
hug and evyrthing...oh..im not a cursing man but i think this call for it -
:) Buddy, I have been in 3 long distance relationships.
1 of which ended terribly, 1 of which was lyssa, and one of which I have been happily with for a year and a half with.
What you two are doing is completely normal, and everyone does it. :P -
no but she sad now..she thinks we broke up...
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why?
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cause i wanted to know where are relashionship was going...and she the wrong idea..and..well she finally said she loved me (no afence)..and to do that...*sigh*
oh her favorite show is bones and MIA -
I remember bones now. ;P
(none taken. I'm alright)
And when will you get to talk to her again? -
*gulp* monday..
but she said she could get back on
and i can text her -
Alright, as long as you and her are going to talk it'll be okay. I'm here for you guys now. Just remember to be honest, dont consentrate on the negative, and be there to support her.
ps. I'm not going to take offense to you two being happy. :P If I had, you would already know it. I have my ways. xP
pss. I'm going to bed in just a few minutes. It's nearly 3 Am here and I have school -
yeah.. i just wanted to talk..this has really! helped..thanks
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this has been really helpfull thanks
is what i ment to say
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