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You need to relax, sleep. ANYTHING RELAXING. Hope it gets better for you..
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manders Novicei did take a nap and my best friend's coming over soon....i think bc my bipolar depression i am sad today...
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manders Novice@ carri i read it :) it helped a bit, i've been lyed to , raped, abused, hit, cheated ,.....and just alot,...i hide my scars, the bruises whenever....i don't tell...never will...never can
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If you need someone to talk to you can come to me if I'm on, manders. I'm sorry you have to feel so upset.
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manders Novice@ xen thank you :), it's nice to know somebody cares atleast..*hugs xen* you're a good friend, and i just...nobody gets it really...i've been molested from the time i was 7 till i was 13 and pulled a knife on the person, and the person was someone close to me who lyed and still lies saying i love you..this sounds harsh but i wish they'd die, i get sick everytime i have to see them which is everyday and pretend everythings fine ...but i am just glad when they're not drunk or angry or on super high strength drugs....then they get violent and i hide all this and my whole lifes falling f---ing apart too
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You can also talk to me. Since I'm on, like, a lot, since I have no social life.
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I think that you should continue to stand up to this person. No matter who they are, if they are constantly torturing you, you need to ask someone (important) if you can get an order of protection for whoevers hurting you. There's always time to turn everything back around and turn out to live an awesome life.
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manders Novice@ selena thank you *hugs selena* i just want to die ....that's why i used to drink so much hoping it would numb the pain, then one time i brought it to school and got caught, can't wait till october 1 when i'm off it...
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manders Novice@ xen this person is my crazy f---ed up father...i stand up...he kills me, and no, my mom is gone and my brothers on drugs half the time, i have no one else
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*hugs back* Die? Nothing is worth giving up your life. You're truly a special, important, person. You don't deserve to die. Nobody does. Life will get better, no matter how hard it is. Anything that doesn't kill you only makes you stronger. I want to see you stronger.
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manders Noviceselena....i'm broken....there's so many things wrong with me ....i am just so tired and scared and pissed and...so many emotions
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I really wish I could help you. The advice I'm giving you might not be good to follow, but it's what I would do.
If I was in your place, I'd leave my house and walk to the nearest police station. I'd tell them what was going on, and I'd tell them that I never wanted to see my father again. I'd mention that he might kill me if he finds out. So I'd order to have him taken straight to jail, and I'd ask to move in with a distant relitive that he never talks to and to tell the police never to tell him where I was.
That's what I would do, but it might not be the smartest idea and it might not result well. But you could take that and change it up to find a safer option.
Maybe you could try always being nice to your father, even if you have been. He might lighten up, and DON'T KILL YOURSELF!!!!!! -
I'm sure you aren't broken beyond repair. If there's anything I can do to help, don't think twice about asking. I'm all ears.
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manders Novice@ xen ...i will not be nicer than i already am to the self serving b------
@ sel thank you *hugs selena* i'm just so tired and i feel weak and i'm just done pretending i want to run to get as far away as possible but he'd find me...that's why i can't wait for college..just 2 and a half more years away -
This might be hard listening to how bad your dad is, but maybe you should ask to go to boarding school. Come up with some freak reason like you want to meet people from other states or something.
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