All the kaboinks in my mind
Thread Topic: All the kaboinks in my mind
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they just canceled the thing 30 min before the start im pissed
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got bit by a cat. one more reason to get a dog
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s---y family, s---y life, s---y school, my parents wont have to kick me out. Imma do it myself the second i turn 18... they said themselves that they were better without me so... thanks 4 helping my self esteem by treating me of abnormal, weird, dumb, s---y, disapointment and more and listening to me really thanks...
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its 22:22 gn
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good morning to the like 2 people that check this thread.
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my mom is being a btich again
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i cant do this anymore all my family is conspirating against me they want me to do the s---ty jobs like washing the dishes or cleaning the house then, when i ask them to get something that requires a second of attention from their part they just ignore me or straight up tell me to shut the f--- up. Afterwards when i dont wanna be a slave, they start guilt tripping me about how im a bad person and how i dont do s--- for them. of course i dont want to if all i get when i ask for something are just insults.
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And i am sick of my parents just not giving a f--- about what my brother does to me. Then i touch him once and there are both of them yelling at me and then i ask why they are yelling, AND THEY JUST f---ING DENY IT LIKE IT NEVER HAPPENED! (like dude, do i have to record myself 24/7 to get proof or what???). I am also sick of them (especially my mom) starting to sigh, silently swear (I CAN HEAR YOU YOU PIECE OF s---) and roll her eyes every time i say a word doesnt even matter what. They say they care about me but do they really if they dont give s--- about my all the time degrading mental health... I dont feel safe here anymore.
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Its bad at school too... Some context: I have diagnosed ADHD and autism wich, at school, gives me acess to a calm and relaxing room to work in. My specialized teacher is never there but always with that one dude and EXPLICITLLY told me that i could go to that room at all times, even gave me little signed papers for the substitutes ugat explained that I could go. Well, yesterday, I burned those papers because she started restraining me acess to it. The conditions were: 1. If the atmosphere is loud. SHE DIDNT EVEN EXPLAIN WHAT "LOUD" WAS FOR HER. IM HYPERSENSITIVE BTW SO I PERCIEVE EVERYTHING HARDER/LOUDER! 2. If its teamwork... mam I think your definition of TEAMwork is WRONG! DO YOU JUST WANT ME TO LEAVE MY F------ TEAM ALONE AND JUST DISAPEAR? WELL I CANT BECAUSE *drumroll...* I NEED THE TEACHER TO ACCEPT TOO! So, in resume: I cannot go there anytime because the teamwork is ->TEAM<-work, the definition of loud is UNCLEAR AND WHEN I GO THERE SHE SENDS ME BACK INTO THIS LOUD HELL WITH ENOUGH NEON LIGHTS TO LIQUEFY MY EYEBALLS AND BRAIN-> I FEEL THREATENED BY THE WAY SHE SAYS IT-> IT PISSES ME OFF AND RUINS MY DAY... P.S. ALL of the work was being done and my grades are near perfect so now i hate her because of the feeling that my parents created for me (thank you) and because I know that when someone starts to restrict, the restrhctions only get worse and worse... F---!!!
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Tomorrow is the last day of this hell. (The week of vacancies) then Ill go back to bit less helly hell (school)
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at least I got friends there... why aint i using my vent thread for the job? its because i dont wanna deal with too many threads.
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I got a crush on my only accessible friend since the day we met and I cant tell him, i cant even tell anyone else because I have no one and if my parents are mad because im calmly in my room being depressed. I dont even wanna know what will happen if I come out to them
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gud morning n6boy i gotta rush now bye
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I hope things get better for you ❤
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if my friend doesnt answer Im just gonna go to sleep. i cant play anyway because my parents got those weird dumb rules. and im hungry af
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